marry me? ('｡• ᵕ •｡') ♡ Kit Connor

24.

irl

     Thomas was sat on her couch, cross legged watching Doctor Who on the tv. She was on the 4th season, with David Tennant as the 10th doctor. Her eyes were watching the screen but she wasn't really absorbing the show.

Thomas was more worried about what Kit would think. She knew it wasn't a big deal, and that it truly had no impact on him or their relationship but it still scared her. She also never really told anyone about the incident except for her parents, Annie and Finn. And now Kizzy.

There was a knock at the door before she heard the door open and Kit dropping his bag and toeing off his shoes before padding into the living room where Thomas sat.

"Hi dovey." He spoke softly as he came and sat next to her and gave her a gentle kiss on her cheek before kissing her once on her lips.

"Hi." She smiled weakly at him and his brows furrowed deeply and his hand came and cupped the side of her face again.

"What's wrong?" He asked, searching her face. And so she told him. She told him about Willow and what happened and then how she contacted Thomas. She explained in great detail that she had zero feelings for Willow and that she was honestly over her.

Kit held her afterwards and thought about his words before he spoke.

"I can honestly assure you that I trust you wholeheartedly that you don't like her anymore. Im sorry that she treated you like that and is trying to get back into your life. I wish i could take it away, all that pain she caused you." He kissed the top of her head and stroked her hair while his hand came and cupped her cheek. He felt the wetness on her face and he gently pulled her head up so he could see her face.

"Oh love, why are you crying?" He asked, a small sad smile tugging at his lips just at the sight of her mascara pooling under her eyes and streaking down her face.

"You're so good to me." She mumbled and broke into a bit of a sob mixed with a laugh. "And I don't know what i'd do without you. Truly."

There was a knock at the door and Thomas' brows furrowed before she wiped at her face and stood up and walked over to the door to check the peephole. Her eyes widened and Kit came over and leaned against the wall near the doorway.

"It's Willow." She mumbled before looking back to Kit.

"Come on Thomas I know you're home!" Willow shouted through the door and knocked again harder which caused Thomas to jump a bit. Kit came up closer to Thomas and grabbed her hand.

Thomas slowly opened the door to see Willow. Thomas' heart rate was through the roof because she couldn't even think of a reason as to how Willow got her address.

"What?" Thomas asked. Kit was standing with her, her hand gripping his tightly while the other held the door open.

"Please, I truly just want to talk." Willow pushed in, past the two of them which elicited a subtle scoff from Kit which Thomas heard.

"She didn't invite you in." Kit spoke finally and Willow whirled around on him her eyes widened a bit.

"I guess she's told you what i did yeah?" Willow asked, her tone menacing and Thomas quickly stepped up to be beside Kit. "Well I'm assuming she didn't tell you what she did to me? A few months after?"

"Willow I was hurt. I was extremely hurt and I wasn't thinking and you know I apologized." Thomas spoke up again, stepping towards the girl.

Willow was a pretty girl. She had beautiful auburn curls that came down to her shoulder and these bright green eyes. She was covered in freckles and her eyebrows were always so nice and neat.

"What happened?" Kit asked, looking to Thomas. She avoided eye contact with him and looked down to the ground.

"I, um, I ended up making her boyfriend at the time break up with her. Because I told him that she cheated on him. With me. And then I slept with him." Thomas paused and looked up to Willow.

Although Thomas still felt ashamed of what she had done, she had owned up to her mistakes and apologized to Willow after she had realized how stupid she was and how rude.

Thomas finally turned to Kit and he was just looking at her. No emotion tugging at his features just looking at her, processing the news.

"But I apologized. I apologized after and then I cut our contact. I blocked her number and just avoided her." Thomas continued on, afraid of what Kit would say.

She was angry now. Angry that Willow was meddling with her life again and trying to make it seem like Thomas was a bad person.

"Oh, so you can fuck up and apologize and it's fine but when I try to apologize I'm not allowed?" Willow asked, evidently getting angry and stepping towards Thomas.

"It's not like that!" Thomas yelled. "I realized what I did was wrong! I owned up to it the minute I realized that I shouldn't have done it!" Thomas snapped even louder and she took a step closer to Willow as well.

"I am now realizing what I did was wrong! Why can't you see that?" Willow exclaimed back, her arms coming out wide.

"Because! It's easier to hate you and to resent you and to think of you as the bad person then to let you back into my life and have you ruin everything! Everything good that i've got!" Thomas was now crying again. She was an angry crier and it always made her embarrassed and more angry.

"I won't! I just want to be friends! I miss you." Willow had backed off a bit, feeling a bit overwhelmed with Thomas yelling.

It was rare that Thomas would get angry and blow up like this, and because of it being so rare it was always a disaster due to the pent up emotions of everything.

"I don't care if you miss me! I don't care about anything that you do! I don't care if you're happy or sad or any of that bullshit! I am not allowing you back into my life just for you to ruin it again! Now get the fuck out!" Thomas was now practically screaming, and she went back to the door and opened it wide. Her chest was heaving and the tears wouldn't stop. She was breathing hard, and almost like she couldn't quite catch a breath. Willow took a breath and hung her head, shaking it a bit.

"You're so stubborn Thomas! You always fucking have been! Why can't you just accept my apology and move on?" Willow raised her head, standing her ground.

"God! Because I can't move on. I can't get over the way you treated me! Not ever in my life have I ever been treated that way until the day you did that. And I swore after that, that I would never, ever be treated like dirt just because of who I love." Thomas left the door and came back up to Willow, her chest still taking heavy breaths.

"I went home that night and sobbed and sobbed until I couldn't see, or breathe because you made me feel like the absolute worse person in the world for simply expressing how I felt!" Thomas jabbed a finger against Willow's chest and she took a step back a little appalled.

"And I know, I just know, that if you come back in my life, you're going to do it to me again. Now get the fuck out of my apartment." Thomas grabbed her arm and tugged her to the door and Willow finally looked at Thomas once more before turning back to Kit and then leaving the apartment.

As Thomas closed the door she let her head rest against it as she sobbed. She soon felt hands touch her back and she turned around and let Kit tug her into a hug as she sobbed and sobbed while trying to breathe and think. She kept apologizing over and over to Kit, and all he did was hold her and soothe her.

hiii babies :)
ik this is like not that big of deal but still it's like something idk.

anyways Yasmin is going to be in the new season of doctor who! with the 14th doctor and im so so so so. excited so that's why i added in the little doctor who bit at the beginning.

anyways thank you so much for everything on this book. :) means the world.