I'll protect you

~*Chapter 5*~

AN:I HAD TO INCLUDE JAY IN THE BOOK I MEAN NO DISRESPECT THIER WAS JUST NO OTHER WAY TO WRITE IT.
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*Liam's POV*
"I can't believe that about Harry. He's so nice why are people so mean?" I ask the others boys. "I know Payno some people are just beyond arseholes." Louis says pulling up to Zayn's house. "I suspect I'm picking everyone up in the morning right?" Louis ask with smirk. "I mean you don't have to," Zayn says acting sad.

"No I will ya know what I don't know what you all would do without me" Louis says. "And that's why we love you Tommo." Zayn says giving Louis a big slobbery kiss on cheek.

"Get off me, and be ready in the morning no shit about you can't get your hair right. You don't want me and Liam having to carry you to the car again do you?" Louis ask "Ok when you all did that I had to wear a beanie at school so it was just plain mean, but I'll make sure I'm ready in the morning love ya guys,"Zayn says getting out.

"Ok who am I taking home first?" Louis ask "About that Lou, you love me right?" I ask "Yeah" he answers nervously. "Well ya wanna do me favor?" I ask. "Oh dear what is Payno?" He ask already knowing what I'm gonna ask. "Can I tell my mum I'm staying with you tonight?" I ask "Yeah, but Niall are your parents not home?" He ask. "Nope, my dad had some kind of business thing in Manchester and mum went with him.

They'll be gone the rest the rest of this week,"Niall says. "Well fook Niall we could have been planning a party if you have the house to yourself. I mean if you're cool with it." He says "Well yeah of course we can have a party. I mean we've done it before. You all just have to promise to help me clean up, and not leave. Leaving Liam and I to do all the work,"Niall says.

"Ok I promise and I'll make Zayn promise too. Also guys this will be Harry's first party here so lets make it a good one,"Louis says.

"Ya know Lou you seem oddly close to him and you just met him. Anything you wanna talk to us about" I ask half joking.

"Shut up Liam he's had a hard time,"He says. "But Lou you know that Niall and I are always here for you, right?" I ask. "Thanks boys,well here we are boys make sure to use protection." He says with laugh. Making Niall and I blush. "Shut up Lou we'll see you in the morning,"I say as Niall and I get out.

"Hey baby if I can get Louis to help I've got a surprise for you,"I tell Niall as he kisses down my neck. "What is it?" He ask cuddling up to me. "Well I've been hinting to my mum that Louis went through a bad break up, and told her he was really leaning on you, me and Zayn. And she said that as long it was ok with Jay I could stay the rest of the week with Louis?" I tell him with a smirk making a smile spread across his face.

"You'll be here with me the rest of the week?" He ask "Well I have to get Louis on board I'll talk to him tomorrow, but I'm sure he'll do it. I was gonna do it today but its been sorta eventful. If ya know what I mean,"I say. "Oh no I totally understand why you waited. I can't believe what Harry went through, we didn't have it that bad,"Niall says.

"Niall baby it might not have been as bad but it was pretty bad do you not remember what happened?" I ask feeling a tear fall down my cheek. "Baby we're together and nobody gonna stop me from loving you,"he tells me wiping the tear away I pull his shirt up looking at the scare left on my beautiful angel.

"Baby I'm so sorry I wasn't there that day. I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you,"I tell him "Baby that day's not your fault. You have to forgive yourself,"He says. "How did I land someone as perfect as you?" I ask making him smile leaning in connecting our lips.

Our lips move perfectly together. I feel him lick my bottom lip making me smile. We explore each other's mouths like we're trying to memorize every nook and cranny.

"Hey baby, ya wanna go upstairs?" He pulls away getting his breath. "Is that even a question?" I ask making him laugh. "Come on baby it's bed time,"I say picking him up making him squeal.

He quickly wraps his legs around my waist his arms locking around my neck, and my hands going to his bum holding him in place. "Gosh I can't believe you might get to stay with me for the rest week." Niall says kissing and sucking at my neck. As I carry him to his room.

"Baby that feels wonderful but you keep doing that and we're not gonna make it to your bed,"I laugh quickly kicking his door open and laying Niall on the bed. Laying down on top of him I pull his shirt over his head and let him do the same to me. I start kissing my way down his body, but when my hand brush up against his scare I bust into tears.

"I'm so sorry just give me minute,"I say bawling. "Baby what happened,"Niall ask worried. "I'm sorry Niall I've tried to forgive myself for what happened that day, and I know I'm driving you crazy with it. But when I see that scare it just reminds me how much I let you down. They messed with your perfect body. Not that your not still drop dead gorgeous. It's just, as hard as I try I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself.
I'm supposed to take care of you, and I failed,"I cry into my hands.

"Liam please look at me,"He says moving my hands. "Baby nobody could have known what was gonna happen that day. Im not gonna lie and say I love the scar, but when I look at it I just think if we can get through that we can get though anything.

And baby as far as forgiving yourself it may take a while , because I know if the rolls were reversed I'd be devastated,"he tells me.

"But Niall I don't know what to do I feel like I'm not good enough for you. It keeps me up at night that you'll realize that, and leave me,"I cry.

"Baby your all I ever want I'd be stupid to leave you. And baby if you can't sleep maybe you should go talk to someone. I mean I'm always here for you day or night, but I'm not a doctor,"He tells me. "Would you go with me?" I ask him finally calming  down a little.

"Baby of course I would if that'll help you realize it wasn't your fault and help you. I love you Li,"He says kissing my lips. "I love you too. I'm sorry I messed up tonight,"I say.

"Baby it's fine all that I care about is that your ok," He tells me . "What'd ya say we just call it a night. We can watch Toy Story and cuddle?" He ask making me nod.

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AN:WHAT HAPPENED TO NIALL? WHY IS LIAM BLAMING HIMSELF?