I'll protect you

~*Chapter 13*~

*Louis' POV*
I txt the boys and ask them to meet me at Niall's. I not sure they will though. When I pull into Niall's driveway I'm surprised Zayn came. "It's now or never,"I tell myself. When Niall opens the door to let me in it's so awkward.

"Ok what fook did you want?"Zayn spits "Ok guys I know I screwed up and if you never forgive me to be honest I wouldn't blame you at all. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself,"I say. "So why did you do it?" Niall ask. "I guess the easy way to do this is just to come out and tell you,"I say taking a deep breath. "I'm in love with Harry,"I say making their mouths drop.

"Wait I don't get it, if your in love with him why didn't you help him?" Liam ask "Becaused  I was scared. I always thought I was straight and then this beautiful curly haired green eyed angel bumps in to me. And I can't get him off my mind. And the night of the party I kissed him and told him I liked him. I realize I fooked up big time. And I'm not saying me being scared gives me a free pass. It was a dickhead move. That I highly doubt Harry will ever forgive me for, and to be honest I don't blame him,"I say.

"Well I'm gonna go. I gotta get to the hospital and apologize to Anne. I hope one day you all can forgive me, and to be honest if I were you I wouldn't forgive me." I say turning around hoping they didn't see the tear that fell.

"Well it's a good thing your not us,"Zayn says. "Uh, you mean we're going to be ok?" I ask. "Louis sorry to put it so bluntly but what you did was really fooked up. But when I realized I was gay I was scared shitless. Because when your young you're always taught that men and women go together. So anything different is scary,"Liam says.

"But he told us how his old friend did him. And I basically did the same thing,"I say  as I start to cry. "Louis please don't cry. Yeah you screwed up but everyone makes mistakes." Niall says wrapping his arms around me as I sob in to his neck.

"You said you were going to apologize to Anne?" Zayn ask "Yeah and I'm terrified" I say. "Well we're fixing to go to the hospital you wanna go with us?" Zayn ask. "You sure?" I ask

"I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't. Oh by the way I'm sorry for punching you,"He laughs. "It's ok if the rolls were reversed I would've punched you,"I laugh. "But yeah I'll ride with you. Zee do you care to drive I'm so nervous I don't know what to do with myself." I ask "Yeah I can drive. Come on,"He says.

"Go talk to her." Niall says pushing me toward Anne who sitting outside Harry's door.

"Ok" I say taking a deep breath. "Hi Anne can I talk to you?" I ask

"Of course sweetie,"She says. "Anne I'm so sorry this is all my fault,"I say making her look at me confused. "Honey this wasn't anyone's fault,"She says. "Anne I'm deeply in love with your son. And I was scared so when I saw them beating him up I didn't do anything. I'm so sorry. I know what he went through in his past. But I was such a wimp I couldn't admit that I was in love with a guy." I cry Anne's mouth is hanging wide open.

"I think I know the answer to this question but could I please see him. I understand if you say no,"I tell her. "Honey I'm not gonna lie part of me wants to punch you right now,"She says making me laugh. "But honey figuring out your sexuality can be hard. Harry had a hard time.

In the process of figuring yours out you made a mistake,"She says. "So you'll let me see him?" I ask making her nod.

When I walk in my heart breaks. How could I've been so evil?

"Hey Haz I say grabbing his hand. I just wanted to say I'm so so so sorry I'm a fooking dumbarse. I started catching feelings for you, and I thought staying away from you would make them go away. I was scared Haz, but I love you please wake up,"I say kissing him on the forehead. "And I know you'll never forgive nor trust me again, but I do love you. Bye Haz,"I cry walking toward the door. "Louis I love you." Harry says making me turn so fast I'm surprised I didn't get whiplash.

"HARRY! I'm so sorry I was an idiot,"I cry. "Yeah you were but I've been an idiot before too,"He says wiping my tears. "Harry if you say no I understand. But will you be my boyfriend?"I ask "Remember at my house when I said I love ya?" He ask making me nod .

"Well I almost told you I loved you then but I caught myself , and to my knowledge you were straight. So I just played it off. So of course I'll be your boyfriend. Now kiss me you fool!" He says making me laugh before connecting our lips. "Ya know I better go tell everyone your awake. I'll be right back,"I tell him giving him one more peck making him giggle.

"Anne he woke up,"I say making everyone's mouth drop. "Oh my gosh my baby!" Anne says running past me. "What has you so smiley?" Niall ask "Well my boyfriend just woke up from a coma," I say making all three boys stop dead in their tracks.

"What?" I ask with smile. "You all are dating?" Zayn ask "Yep, I know I can't believe it either. When I ask him I thought he'd laugh in face?" I say "Come on let's go check on him,"I tell them. When I go in I instantly cuddle up to Harry. Making Anne raise an eyebrow. "Oh mum have you met my boyfriend?" He ask putting his arm around me pulling me close kissing my head. "Well congratulations Louis you hurt him and I'll hurt you,"She says making us laugh.

"Anne that's the biggest mistake I've ever made, and I don't plan on doing it again,"I say cuddling as close as possible making her smile.

"Haz baby I gotta go but I'll be by after school. I love you" I tell him bending down to kiss him. "And baby I know I already said this but I'm so sorry,"I tell him.

"I know Lou I love you. I'll see you tomorrow,"He says. "Ok one more kiss and then I gotta go,"I say bending down connecting our lips. Making him laugh. "Ok if I ever hear you say something about Niall and I, I'm punching  you." Liam tells Zayn. "Because we're not that bad." He says motioning at me and Harry.

"Oh shut up. It's not my fault I found a beautiful curly haired man. And he's so sexy it's hard to keep my hands to myself,"I say winking at Harry making him blush. "Ok both couples are equally annoying," Zayn says making us laugh. "Now come on Louis you can see him tomorrow,"Zayn says dragging me away.

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