I'll protect you

~*Chapter 12*~

*Louis' POV*
I don't know what's going on ,the boys are ignoring me. I felt bad for letting Luke and his friends do that to Harry but after the party I didn't know what to do without people knowing I like him. I went to Niall's house and Zayn's house I even sucked it up and went to Harry's this morning to pick them up, and nobody was home at any of the houses. When I pulled into school I see Zayn's car. I don't care that Zee wanted to drive but he could've told me. When I get to our lockers I don't get the usual good morning.

"Morning lads,"I say with no reply. "Hello am I on mute?" I ask getting annoyed. "Li do you have a pen I can borrow,"Zayn ask ignoring me. "Here you can just have this one,"Liam says giving Zayn a pen.

"Ok what the fook's going on?" I ask

"WHAT'S GOING ON?"Zayn yells "WELL BECAUSE YOUR A PEICE OF SHIT LOUIS. HARRY TRIED TO COMIT SUICIDE AGAIN! AND NOW HE'S IN A FOOKING COMA. BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE COULD TRUST YOU. BUT NO YOU LET LUKE, ASHTON, MICHAEL AND CALUM BEAT THE FOOKING SHIT OUT OF HIM. LIKE YOU DIDN'T CARE IF THEY KILLED HIM. YOU TURNED YOUR BACK ON HIM LIKE HIS OLD FRIEND DID. IF WE WOULDN'T HAVE COME IN WHEN WE DID I DON'T KNOW WHAT WOULD OF HAPPENED. AND WE BARELY GOT TO HIS HOUSE IN TIME. SO JUST LEAVE US THE FOOK ALONE!" he yells before punching me in the nose. Oh my gosh Harry's in a coma Zayn's right this is all my fault. Because I was to scared to admit I have feelings for him.

"MUM! I NEED TO TALK YOU!" I Yell when Zayn told me what happened I left school.

"Honey why aren't you at school? What's wrong?" She ask "Mum I'm an awful person,"I say crumbling to the floor. "Oh gosh Louis your scaring me what happened? You know you can always talk to me,"She says making me nod. "Ok d-do you remember the s-student I told you about?" I cry "Yes Louis, but please calm down. Take a couple of deep breaths please,"She says worried.

"Ok well he's gay and I'm fine with that. But at his old school he got picked on really bad. The worst part when he told the person he thought was his best friend he was like the head of the bullying,"I say taking a deep breath.

"That's awful Louis but I'm not seeing where you fit into this,"She says confused. "You will just listen,"I tell her. Making her nod.

"Ok,well when he was at his old school things got so bad he tried to kill himself,"I say crying "So me and the boys have all been kinda trying to protect him. We didn't want a repeat of last year,"I cry.

"Baby just calm down I'm right here,"She says hugging me close. "Well I always thought I was straight but when I met him everything changed. I wanna be near him all the time I wanna make sure he's safe,"I say. "Baby, I don't see the problem you know I'd accept you as long as you're happy,"She says.

"I know mum that's not what I did. Ok the night of Niall's Party I had a few beers and I kissed him, and told him I liked him. Well when I woke up the next morning I freaked out. I don't know if I'm ready for my whole life to change. So I snuck out before any of the boys woke up. This next part I'm really ashamed of. Well I told the boys I couldn't pick them up Monday, and somehow Harry got there before any of us. Well Luke and his little gang started beating him up, and I saw them when I got to school but I didn't bother to help,"I cry.

"Louis, you know better than that,"She scolds me. "I know but I was terrified of my feelings. I'm not saying that excuses what I did I'm just saying that's why I didn't help,"I say.

"Well when the boys came in and saw Harry being beat up they saved him, but mum he went home and tried to commit suicide again, and now he's in a coma,"I cry. "If the boys wouldn't have found him he'd be dead. And the boys know what I did and their not talking to me,"I cry into her chest. "Ok you want me to honest right?" She ask making me nod.

"Well you were a proper arse, and I'm sorry but I'm very disappointed in you. Louis I understand your were afraid of your feelings but you don't let someone get beat up if you can do something to stop it. And Lou your not gonna be happy until you realize you're not straight. Maybe Bi but if you have feelings for Harry honey you're not straight, and that's something you have to accept. And your sisters and I will love you the same,"She says.

"Thanks mum unfortunately I think this has kinda made me accept it. Because what if Harry doesn't wake up? And then on top of that I've lost my best friends,"I cry. "Ok well there I think you need to go apologize to boys and tell them what's going on. You also need to apologize to Harry's Mum,"She says making me nod.

"Can I stay home today and just figure out what I'm gonna say?" I ask "Yeah honey,"She says. "Thanks mum and I'm sorry I disappointed you,"I tell her. "Honey we all make mistakes. Why don't you go upstairs and I'll make you some tea." She says making me nod. "Mum?" I say getting her attention. "Do you think Harry will forgive me and give me another chance?" I ask "Honey I don't know. I'm sorry but that was pretty bad what you did. But all you can do is apologize and explain,"She says. "Thanks mum, I love ya,"I tell her kissing her cheek. "I love you too, honey I'm always here for you"She says.

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