I'll protect you

~*Chapter 15*~

*Louis' POV*
For some reason I'm so fooking nervous! I'm on my way to pick up Harry. I don't really know why but I'm nervous as hell. I don't know if I'm afraid I'll do something stupid again, if I'm afraid he'll figure out I'm not worth it and find someone else. Or if I'm afraid the bullying will start again. Luke and the other got suspended for two weeks. So we don't have to worry about them, at least for a little while.

By the time I actually make it to the hospital I think I may have heart attack. Good thing Im at a hospital. But I can't let Harry know how nervous I am. I don't want anything messing with his head and him thinking I don't want him. Because that's the farthest thing from truth. I take a deep breath before opening Harry's door. I'm surprised to see Harry out of bed.

"Baby what are you doing out of bed?" I ask worry clear in my voice, making Harry laugh. "Louis Baby I can't stay in bed for the rest of my life." He says wrapping his arms around my waist, but as he does his stitches got caught on my jeans. Making him pull back his arms and gasp in pain.

"Oh my gosh Harry are you ok?" I ask worried. "Yeah just pulled the stitches a bit, but I'm good,"He says.  When I saw a little bit of blood coming from his stitches I broke crumbling to the floor. Making Harry's eyes go wide.

"HARRY IM SO FOOKING SORRY! YOUR TOO FOOKING GOOD FOR ME! YOU'RE HERE BECAUSE IM SO FOOKING STUPID! I'M SO SO SO SORRY! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" I cry when I look at Harry he's just looks down at me slightly worried.

"Louis, I know your sorry. And baby you're not good enough for me?" He ask "If anything it's the other way around. And baby it was my choice to cut. And theirs no way in hell I'm leaving, unless you want me  too. Sorry babe but your stuck with me,"He says helping me out of the floor. "I think I can deal with that,"I tell him still crying a bit.

"Now Louis today suppose to be happy. Baby please don't cry,"He says wrapping his arms carefully around my waist. "I-Im scared,"I tell him. Making him look at me confused.

"Uh, why are you scared baby?" He ask holding me tight with my head on his shoulder. "I guess I just feel like it's all too good to be true. I don't understand how you forgave me. I mean I betrayed your trust. I'm afraid you're gonna find someone else. Yeah we've been ok here but we've been in our own little world in this room. Now we're going out into the actual world. You could easily find someone better than me. I'm sorry I know I'm rambling,"I say.

"No Louis I always want you to tell me how you feel. Weather it be you being scared,mad or happy. Baby I wanna be there for you, and baby theirs nobody in the world I'd rather be with. Do you remember that first day that I bumped in to you?" He ask "Of course I've not been able to get you out of my head since then,"I tell him with laugh.

"That first day I couldn't believe you didn't beat me up and on top of that introduced me to your friends. Louis I've had a crush on you since the beginning and it just kept getting stronger, but I didn't think I had chance. So you don't have to worry about someone taking me away from you I promise. I love you." He tells me connecting our lips. When we pull away he rest his head against mine.

"So are you ok ?" He ask making me nod. "Oh, and I love you baby more than you'll ever know,"I say pecking his lips. "We better get go going, you ready?" I ask "Yeah" he says as I grab  the bag his mum had brought for him. On the way down in elevator I noticed Harry's acting kinda off.

"Ok Haz what's wrong baby? And don't say nothing because I know it's something." I tell him when we get out of the hospital.

"He acts sorta embarrassed ,Blushing "Baby you can tell me anything,"I tell him. "Ok well,"He says taking a deep breath. "Please don't make fun of me, promise?" He ask making me nod. "I wanna hold your hand, but I wasn't sure if that was something you wanted,"He says looking down. "Harry please look at me,"I tell him lifting his face.