I'll protect you

~*Chapter 9*~

*Niall's POV*
"Morning baby, feeling better today?"I ask Liam kissing him awake. "I'm good baby you waking me up like that made me even better." He says giving me a sleepy smile. "Well I can feel that I also woke up little you,"I say with a smirk making Liam blush. "I can't help it I mean look at you,"He says.

"Well do you want some help? Or are you going to take shower?" I ask kissing his neck. "Baby you can help me any time you want." He half says half moans as I make my way down his bare chest leaving kisses anywhere I can. I quickly remove his boxers. Letting his cock spring free. Making me lick my lips. "Gosh baby your so fookin sexy." I say kissing and marking his thighs. "Baby please don't tease we still have to get ready for school,"he moans.

"Ok right."I tell him licking up the underside of his cock, and sucking on the tip. Before taking most of him in my mouth, because he's a fookin monster theirs no way I could take him all. So I work the rest with my hand. Making his hands go to my hair lightly pulling.

"Gosh I a-always f-forget how good you are at this,"He moans,"Baby I'm g-gonna cum." He moans emptying in my mouth. "What a way to start the morning,"I laugh. "Lets go get in the shower. Before Louis kills us,"I tell him getting up.

"Wait baby, don't I need to take care of you?" He ask "No need" I tell him not turning around.

"Niall, baby what's wrong?" He ask making me turn around but I make sure not to make eye contact. "I sorta already, ya know. When I heard you. Im sorry,"I tell him.

"Niall baby look at me,"He says coming and lifting my face. "Baby you cumming just by the sounds I made do you know how fookin hot and sexy that is baby theirs nothing to be sorry or embarrassed about,"He says connecting our lips. "Ok Li we really have to shower and get ready for school,"I tell him when I pull away. "Ok if we have to,"He pouts making me laugh

"Morning Lou,"I say as I get in the car. "Hey guys listen," he says turning so he's looking at us from the front seat. "Li I don't know if you know this but your man over here talked to me about what your going through,"Louis says still looking at us.

"Yeah I know, I have the perfect man,"Liam says with a smile. "Well Li last night I told mum everything including that I'm covering for you. And she understands you need to be with Niall right now. But really what I wanted to tell you is she made a call last night to one of her doctor friends and you have an appointment at two thirty, and the doctor knows you want Niall to go in with you. Her name is Dr.Mesa. Also Li I know your sick of hearing this but, I just want you to know that Zayn and I don't blame you a bit for what happened to Niall,"He tells us.

"Thanks Louis and I know you all don't blame me. It's more me blaming myself. Also thank Jay for me,"Liam says making Louis nod. "Ok how about we go get the others?" Louis ask pulling away from my house.

"Hey are you all still up for a party this weekend? If not I understand, Im just wondering. Because if you are we need to start preparing and telling people,"He ask on our way to get Zayn.

"Baby what'd ya think,"I ask Liam cuddling in to his side. "I think when have we ever turned down an opportunity to have a party?" Liam ask "He's back,"Louis jokes.

"Hi we have an appointment for Liam Payne,"I tell the woman behind the desk at the doctors office after going to Niall's and getting his car. "Ok she'll call you back in a few minutes,"The woman behind the desk says. "Ok thank you,"I say.

*Liam's POV*
I appreciate Louis and Niall doing this, and I know that they only did it because they were worried about me. But I've been freaking out about this appointment all day. About having to relive that day.

"Liam baby she's ready for us,"Niall says grabbing my hand.

"Hi boys I'm Dr.Mesa and Jay told me a little bit, but not a lot,"She says. "So can one of you tell me what's going on,"She says.

"Ok" I say taking a deep breath and intertwining my fingers with Niall. "Ok, as you can see we're gay,"I say making her laugh.

"Yes you look very cute together,"She says. "Thank you, but last year when we came out some people didn't feel that way. Niall and I got picked on everyday by a group of guys some of which are still there. But one day Niall had football practice and I was an idiot and got detention." I say I didn't realize I was crying until she leans over to hand be a tissue.

"Take your time honey reliving things like this can be hard,"She says making me nod. "Well the leader of the group of guys that always bullied us, his name was Daymond and he was worse than the others. Well I was late meeting Niall outside but of course Daymond found him,"I say getting worked up.

"Baby calm down,"Niall says squeezing my hand.

"BABY HOW CAN I CALM DOWN HE FOOKING STABBED YOU. I ALMOST LOST YOU. IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN THERE I MIGHT COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING." I say falling in to Niall's arms both of us bawling.

"I keep trying to tell him it's not his fault, but he can't seem to forgive himself. It's all he thinks about he can't even sleep,"Niall says wiping his eyes still holding me close.

"Well Liam first I want to tell you this sounds like it wasn't your fault, I do understand why you feel the need to blame yourself. But if you were there it could have been worse he could've have stabbed you too. But to me this sounds like PTSD,"She says.

"I thought that was something you got like in war?" I ask wiping my eyes. "No honey it is more common in soldiers, but anybody that's gone through a traumatic event can get it,"She says.

"Ok well what do I do?" I ask her "I'm gonna write you a prescription and I'd also like for you to come see me every two weeks, so we can see how the medication is working. Is that ok?" She ask making me nod.

"Is it alright that Niall comes with me to the appointments,"I ask. "Whatever makes you more comfortable,"She says with smile.

"And Liam sweety this was not your fault, but our times up. You can schedule your follow up appointment at the check out counter, if you need me before the appointment feel free to call,"She says. "Thank you" We both say standing up.

"Niall thank you,"I tell him as we walk to car. Making him look at me confused,"For what baby?" He ask

"Well we both know that even though I said I'd go talk to someone I would have fooled around or found a reason to put it off,"I say making him laugh. "But baby actually talking it through with someone and finding out why I can't let go has really helped. I mean I still feel guilty that I wasn't there, but I do feel a certain weight lifted off of my shoulders. And I can't promise you that a part of me won't always blame myself. But baby I just want you to realize it scared me I thought I was gonna loose you. I never told you this but when we were waiting on the ambulance Zayn had to slap me to get me to calm down,"I tell him making him laugh.

"Baby your the most important thing in the world to me. I love you,"I tell him connecting our lips. "I love you too. And your the most important thing to me too,"He says hugging me tightly.

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