" You know what hurts the most? , The Fact That I Can't Say, I Lost you . Because, Apparently I Never had you "
London
Its been like a week since August's blow up. I pushed aside my pride and decided to be he bigger person , and I kinda wanted to catch up with my bestfriend.
I walked across the hall and knocked on his door. I waited patiently tider - tottering back and forth on my heels with our favorite snacks behind my back .
he finally opened the door with a annoyed facial expression.
I held up the chunky peanut butter , fluff, and oreos.
"I come baring snacks" I smiled showing my pearly whites. he allowed me in leaving the door creaked open ,
I took a seat on his bed and sat everything up .
"Are you still mad at me?"
"na"
"looks like it"
He rolled his eyes making me sigh and dramatically fall back on his bed , closing my eyes.
All I heard was crunching I opened my eyes and this grown ass man baby was pouting eating our snacks, only august.
"August I honestly came to work what ever problem we have out . I'm leaving in two days to go back home "
He scoffed and rolled his eyes.
I took the oreo with fluff and peanut butter from him and ate it. His eyes bulged out his eye sockets. I laughed and layed back down.
"August why are you upset with me?"
"Because"
"Because what ?"
"I just got you back and ion want no pretty nigga takin' you away from me . I done lost you once and ion plan on loosin' you again. "
He sighed laying back next to me.
"Listen August , Trey is a new friend , merely a brother. He has no interest in me on that kind of level . He wants my best friend Bree plus august , no one could ever take your place in my heart. even though lost touch , I love you .Sometimes things have to fall apart to fall into place, Your my big brother . I understand you left for a good reason. Id never want to see you on the news dead. Aug you mean a lot to me . And please don't go off on me instead of talking to me about it "
He nodded "iight ma im sorry fa actin' a ass to you"
I pulled his heavy ass on me so his head was on my chest and his face , facing the door. I dippd my finger in the fluff and put it on his nose .
"apology excepted " I laughed as he looked up mean mugging me .
I squeezed his cheeks together and looked at his little baby face and big ass forehead.
I leaned in and so did he . . .
I slapped his forehead "Ha ! Got em! Got emmmm!" I yelled as he glared at me.
"Mayne stay yo ass off vine !!" He goaned .
I laughed so hard I think I was about to pee , he stood up and took off his belt and my anxiety kicked In and I sat up and I flinched then I started to cry silently , why does this keep haunting me ?
God please help me . . .
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Poor London can't ever catch a break ,
Reason why she reacts the way she does to certain things ,is because it triggers flash backs that she's trying so hard to over come , she hasn't had any professional help , next chapter will be about the aftermath of her past demons .
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