Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost barely enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my goals in life .
London
I was tossing and turning in the bed attempting to go to sleep. I sighed and risen out of bed and went to my suitcase and pulled out my bottle of Ramelteon and shook two capsules out and capped it putting it back in my suitcase. I grabbed my white silk robe and scurried to the kitchen .
These nightmares are getting to hard to bare where I can barley sleep . On the bright side I complete lots of paperwork and I'm always ahead of the game ,
I opened the fridge and grabbed a bottle of fiji water . I sat down and popped the two pills on my mouth and downed the water .
I could feel the pills kicking in and As I was close enough to my room I bumped into someone. When I saw who it was I rolled my eyes .
" Wassup Ma?"
" I'm not your ma one , two get out of my way" I spat pushing past him .
He grabbed my arm stopping me & I turned around and yanked my arm away from him . " Don't touch me"
" Why so hostile ?"
" You left me when I needed you most . For that I despise you " I spat rolling my eyes crossing my arms in the process.
"I apologize . But in all fairness Chris left too"
I chuckled slightly . " Atleast he's making things right . Fame gets to your head and you forget your roots, I was there for you through the beatings , deaths , break ups , when you got kicked out. Sad to say , you left me like I ment nothing . Goes to show how people can use you till they don't need you " & on that note I walked to my room and locked the door & soon as I hit the plush sheets I was out cold .
