Keep your distance love

Chapter 8: Spending the Night

Ash lay her head down on the throw pillow Jake had provided for her. "Do you feel okay?" Jake worried for Ash's safety. Time after time she would begin to fall asleep and Jake would just flood her with more questions in order to keep her awake. "Jake, for the millionth time- yes." He nodded and then lay down next to on the floor. He continued to stare at her, which made it even harder for Ash to close her eyes. "Jake, what is wrong?" The boy shrugged his shoulders. "What do you mean?" She leaned up and supported herself on one elbow in efforts to look at him properly. "You just had a mental breakdown, what caused it? What's wrong?" Jake shook his head and turned over on his side to avoid eye contact. It pained him to do so, but that seemed to be the only solution to not wearing his emptions on his sleeve. "Don't worry about it Ash." He told her. "Well, it's hard not too." Jake shrugged his shoulders once more.

"Jake look, I know I have only known you for so long and we are practically strangers. But everytime I have been around you and talked to you since today I have felt something different. I can't explain it but... I have never felt this way before. That has to mean something right?" Jake nodded his head, "Yes it does mean something. It means you need to stay the hell away from me. All I do, Ash, all I have ever done is break hearts. i don't want to break yours along the way. So please, just stop." He looked into her eyes and witnessed the tears starting to form in her eyes. Now it was his heart that was breaking. "That does not make any sense. How can you break my heart any worse than by saying those words right there." It took the deepest darkest place to come apart in order for Jake to whisper. "Trust me, I can do worse." And with that Ash turned her back toward Jake and buried her head into the small pillow. Soft tears began to fall from her eyes. She made sure to be quiet enough to the point where Jake could not hear her cry. Jake lay on his back in the silence and let a tear fall from his cheek as well. The first one since his last funeral.

Ash cries began to grow and Jake started to worry. He heard the girl's uneasy breathing and stood up. At the looks of her she appeared hurt. "Ash please.." "Jake stop! Ok, it is obvious that I like you and you are keeping me here with no explanation as to why. You don't even seem to care! Youre just like the rest of them.." "Ash, it's complicated." "Obviously not, when we were at that restaurant you told me that you had no one left. No friends, so if I am the only one why won't you tell me-" "Everyone I kiss dies!" Ash tilted her head to the side in confusion. "What?"

Jake began to list every person in his life that has passed only hours after kissing him. "And I don't want you to be next.. Youre too special Ash." Ash got up from the bed and looked eye to eye with Jake. "I highly doubt that is the reason your loved ones passed away Jake.. I am sorry for your loss but that is pracitcally ridiculouss to think you are to blame for it all." Jake shook his head and started to walk in the opposite direction when Ash grabbed his arm and walked closer to him. "I can prove it.." She leaned closer, taking the sides of his face into the tips of her fingers and placing her lips to his without protest. Just when Jake was ready to seperate them he reminded himself that it was too late. He might as well enjoy this while he can. With a pain in his chest from the thought of losing Ash, Jake kissed the young girl back. 

Her lips parted as their lips moved in sync and a soft low moancame from Jake. This was his first real kiss... and it felt so good. Jake let his hands move to Ash's hips while he pressed their bodies impossibly close. Ash moved her hands to the back of Jake's head and the other clutching his bicep. Their steps moved together until they hit the front of the couch. Jake lay Ash out so he could be on top. Jake continued to move restlessly on top her as Ash let out small whimpers begging for Jake tp g farther. Jake, however, did not know anything about these type of things. He only read about them in his books. No one was ever around to teach him. He began to get nervous when he felt something begin to grow in his pants and his heart starting to beat faster. He forced his lips to part from Ash in fear. "Jake whats wrong?" He shook his head with his eyes shut closed. Trying to snap himself out of it. Ash could see that he was struggling and decided to help him out. "It's ok.. let me help you." 

Ash tilted his head and made his eyes lock onto hers. This seemed to calm him down emensley. Ash then followed this by reaching out and placing her hand over Jake's buldge. Jake let out a deep groan at he feeling of contact in this area. His breath went shallow as more urges began to surge his body. "You've never done anything like this before.. Im guessing." Jake nodded with flushed cheeks. Ash just smirked. She rubbed softer, more teasing cirlces around Jake's crotch area. "It's ok, niether have I," Ash started but then got up to stand in front of Jake who was sitting on the couch now looking up at the redish brownish haried beauty. Ash placed her fingers at the bottom hem of her tanktop and lifted it above her shoulders. Ash then proceeded by kicking off her shoes and moving her hair to one side as she pulled down her shorts.Now leaving her in nothing but her lace bra and thong. "But I want to." She whispered.

Jake sat there on the couch speechless."Ash, I don't know about- " Ash interrupted Jake's subtle thought by lowering herself onto the young boys lap and moving her hips heavy across his hard on. "Please Jake.. I have never found a guy that I actually wanted to do this with until I met you. Youre so mysterious and innocent. It is like you came out of nowhere," Whimpering, she carresed his face softly. "there is so much you don't know. Jake, please let me teach you." She pressed her lips to his softly and felt his hands on her hip and rubbing around her back. The feeling of skin on skin made Jake's cock twitch. Jake let out another deep moan and raised his hips up against Ash's rythmic movements to make friction against his pelvic region. Ash pulled apart for a slim second pulling off Jake's shirt from his body. He was left shirtless in all of hs fit body glory. 'Well hey,' -Jake thought- 'If this kiss is going to kill her.. I might as well make it worth something.'

That night no more words were exchanged. Just sex. Painful, glorious, virgin, amateur sex.