Safe Haven || Kurokawa Izana

chapter 4

Izana returned your kisses softly as he lay you on the bed. You don't know but his soft kisses are making you cry. He caressed your cheeks while kissing you gently and passionately. His touches were passionate like he treasures you a lot, just like before.

You were just silent while accepting his kisses as tears continuously fell from your eyes making his kisses travel up to your eyes, kissing them gently. "Why are you crying?" He whispered lovingly.

Your hand balled into fist, "It's just that... I don't know if I should still believe you, all you do is hurt me, Izana. I can even smell a woman on you." You mumbled, pain was audible in your voice.

Your words made Izana stop from kissing you and he silently leaned on your neck. I didn't even do it with her.. I can't, because I am seeing your pained expression when you run outside. I hate it that you're my weakness. He thought and you felt his hug on you tightened.

"I see.. I'll clean myself up. Wait for me." Izana murmured and kissed your forehead before standing up and heading to the bathroom.

You silently turned to the side of the bed and closed your eyes. I don't understand him. One moment he's sweet, then he'll get cold and be harsh. But despite his confusing personality you can't leave him. You always find yourself getting drowned in his hugs and kisses. Even though you don't like it, he's all you need and all you have. Your heart always beats for the toxic beautiful man that is also your sweet nightmare.

You just bit your lower lip and gripped on the sheets and wondered for a few minutes until you heard the bathroom's door open. You were just silent while your back was facing him. Your heart beat so fast when you felt him lay beside you and hugged you from behind, his arms were wrapped around your waist as he nuzzled on your neck. You can smell his usual scent now that puts your mind a little bit at ease.

"Y/n.." He mumbled sweetly as he caressed your tummy like he's alluring you, you didn't respond still feeling annoyed. But his actions are making your defenses crumble.

"Wife." Izana called you, your heartbeat really fast as he used the endearment he hadn't used in a while. It's been months or maybe almost a year since you last heard that.

His hug on you tightened as he pressed his body against your back. Izana caressed your shoulder and kissed it softly. "Do you still remember why I love calling you wife?" He asked sweetly but you remained silent, feeling pained of the past sweet memories that you had with him.

Izana's kisses travelled to your neck as he caressed your shoulder making your breathing hitch. "Answer me, y/n.. Hmm? Won't you be a good girl and answer me, my sweet?" He whispered softly that made you bite your lower lip.

"It was because you said that we'll always live together like a husband and wife that will be together through thick and thin, for richer and poorer, for the best and for worst. 'till death do us part Izana.." You answered with a low tone, repeating his words before. It happened when he saw a couple get married and he said that he wanted to do that with you when you grew up.

It was said by the sweet and loving Izana who wanted to spend his life with you, the Izana who treats you as a woman and not some random bitch that he only needs to serve him

"Yeah... That's it." He said with a smile on his handsome face. You felt his hand slide inside your shirt and caressed your breast through your bra making your mouth hang open."Do you have what it takes to stay with me, y/n?" He murmured while unclasping your bra and cupped your chest as he sucked a portion of your skin to leave marks on you.

"I-I'm doing everything that I can Izana.. I am alway here no matter what and it was because I love you. Because I want to stay with you and be worthy of you." You replied as you closed your eyes, feeling Izana's soft touch against your skin.