Safe Haven || Kurokawa Izana

chapter 8

Ran carefully laid you on the bed, he was about to leave but you held his wrist. "Ran..." You softly mumbled his name as tears fell from your eyes. He was taken aback by how soft you uttered his name but he chose not to mind it and calmed himself.

"You're awake. Let's clean you up." He said while smiling at you, like nothing happened a while ago. You reached for his lip that has a bruise on the corner, "Sorry... You got hurt because of me." You sincerely said while caressing his lips. He held your hand that is caressing his lips.

Ran leaned on your palm and closed his eyes before saying, "You don't have to worry about me. Just clean up, you'll get sick." He seriously said and was about to leave but your other hand on his wrists tightened.

"Don't leave me." Not you too... You said while gripping on his wrists tighter, not wanting to let him go. It feels like he will leave if you let him go.

"You won't be able to change if I am here, y/n." He said and looked away. Tempted by your appearance, wet clothes and your eyes were looking at him hopefully. It's dangerous, the control and sanity he is holding onto might slip out of his grasp.

"Why are you not looking at me?" You asked, hurt because of his actions. His admiration for you is one of the things why you are currently hanging on.

"You're tempting me, y/n. You know that I like you, that means I desire you and I am still a man who's having a hard time controlling himself." He explained, he knows that any minute by now he just won't be able to stop himself and would just kiss you, alluring you to bend into his will but he doesn't want that.

You don't know what got into you, maybe you're just hurt and broken who just want some comfort. Or maybe you're cold because of the rain and you wanted some warmth. You removed your clothes while looking at him and brought Ran's hand to your chest making him turn to you with wide eyes, "Y-Y/n, what are you doing?!" He asked, flustered.

"Touch me... Make love to me, Ran. Make me forget, please." You mumbled while looking at him. You saw him bite his lower lip like he's controlling himself. "Please, Ran..." You pleaded and looked at him with your eyes begging.

"Damn it." He cussed and leaned on you before claiming your lips, kissing you torridly like he's been hungry for you. You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him back. Feeling his warm and soft lips, romancing and moving against yours. The kiss is comforting and soft, yet there is also a hint of lust on it because of how he is also chasing your lips.

"Touch me, Ran, come on..." You coaxed him between your kisses. Ran, who is unable to control himself started massaging your breast as his fingers expertly played with your nipples. His fingertips brushing against your taut nipples while his big and warm hands were cupping your tits.

"You're making me afraid, y/n." He whispered while looking into your eyes, his gaze full of doubt, lust and confusion. 'You're making me afraid that you'll call somebody else's name while it is me who's here with you.' He thought.

You cupped his cheeks, "Ran. I'm not drunk, I'm still sober, I swear." You said and leaned on his neck, started kissing him as you tugged his shirt so he would remove it. Every touch on your lips against his skin were seduction, your kisses are making him lose it.

He bit his lower lip, "You won't regret anything, right?" He seriously asked.

You looked at him with your lonely eyes, Izana is probably having his own good time right now.. Why would I regret anything when he's the one who did me wrong first? You thought before smiling at Ran. "Yes. I won't. I promise you." You sincerely said.

Hearing your consent, Ran's control and sanity snapped. He took off his clothes before pushing you on the bed, he's now on top of you while staring at you with his eyes full of desire. "Then brace yourself, babe. Just use me and forget." He said before leaning in and kissing your lips torridly.