To keep a secret [ troyler fanfic ]

Second wordin'

*^*TROYE*^*
It wasn't Tyler's and I's first time. But it was something to remember. And remember it I will. These hickeys and bite marks might last months. his hands threw my hair, his fingers up and down my back. It was definitely the best sex we had ever had. And I don't think I'm walking today. We spent the day in bed, editing, blogging, tweeting, and cuddling. It was like a dream date for me. All we did was lay together and have our computers in front of us. It's doing what you love, with the person you love.

*^*TYLER*^*
Me and Troye I felt were at a new level of relationship. It was more natural than before. We didn't have to try super hard to impress each other. It felt good to be with him. I could be myself. "Do you remember what we talked about last night" I asked Troye. "What, me beating you at flirting, or waking up the neighbors at one AM?" asked Troye trying to be funny. "No, before that." I said trying not to laugh. "No, not really. Why?" Said Troye. come on, Tyler say it. "Troye?" I said. "What?" He said. Come on Tyler, you can do it. It's the perfect moment. "Troye Sivan Mellet, I am hopelessly in love with you. There's nothing you could do about it. I am in love with you, and that feeling will never change. I'm proud to say I love you, and that to me, you are the only one. It is physically impossible for me to love anyone but you." I said. His eyes started to tear up. he did nothing but hug me and say "I love you too." Soon we had fallen asleep again. It was pretty easy since we didn't really sleep the past three nights.

*^*TROYE*^*
He does, he loves me. And he admitted it to my face. I never thought this day would come. But it would be more drama for us. Fans could start seeing things in videos that would out us. I couldn't let that happen. At this rate, we will have fan girls ripping us apart. I searched up 'biggest YouTube ships' to get an idea ad what we're up against. Of course we're at the top of the list. Right next to #conni, #zelfie, and #shoey. The weirdest thing about that list was that Connor and Cali broke up over a year ago. Tyler was fast asleep by this point. He fell asleep with his glasses on so I had to take them off him so he didn't break them. After hours of searching the web, I gave up and ended up snuggling with Tyler in bed. Now was only at this point that I noticed how much he sleeps. Like he's always tired.

The next morning we took a shower together. It's a good way to conserve water. After that we both got dressed and went shopping. I already was wearing Tyler's clothes since mine got lost on the flight over. "You know you can just use my clothes, I really don't mind." Said Tyler as we looked through the racks. "How about this, we just buy clothes for the both of us. So we both have a bigger wardrobe. Plus, I'm taller than you, I need longer pants." I said while fixing my button up. He rolled his eyes at me trying to be dramatic. After shopping all day we filled Tyler's closet with clothes. Then went for a walk. The walk was nice, it felt vary open. If that is a feeling. Near the end our walk something not too good happened. A fan walked up to us asking for a picture. "You guys are #troyler right. All my friends don't actually think that you are a thing. But I ship you guys." Said the fan. Me and Tyler exchanged looks. Just by glancing at each other we figured out that, to the fans, we were on the down low. "We're actually just friends" I said to the fan. She looked at us for a while trying to make up her mind on what to believe. "Can we take a pic?" She asked. Couple selfies later she was gone. Tyler gave me an odd look. "Do you think she saw us?" Asked Tyler. He was scared out of his mind. "I don't know." I said running down the girl. "Hey, can you stop?" I said grabbing her shoulder. "What!" She yelled turning around to see me. "Oh, what did you want?" She asked. I was out of breath. I really needed to get out of the house more. "What did you mean by 'were #troyler'. " I said trying to get my breath. "Um, that I ship you guys. Not really much more than that. I'm not a crazy fan girl that has insane conspiracies about you guys." She said as she stomped off. And that was it. I never saw that fan ever again. As a coincidence, I lost a follower on insta.

*^*TYLER*^*
When we got home I didn't want to do anything. I just sat on the couch and ate Nutella while Troye finished some work stuff. He walked over and wrapped his arms around the back of me, laying his head on my shoulder. "What are we going to do?" He asked letting out a sigh. "I don't know." I said looking over at him, giving him a spoonful of Nutella. It was easy to date at first. We would go out for dinner, or see a movie, things that you would expect friends to do. But now, it's like we're constantly on the look out. "We should film a #troyler video" he said. I looked at him like was crazy. "Did you not see what just happened with that fan?" I said to him. "If we're together and not making videos, that's when they go crazy. That means to keep the fans under control, we have to give them a vid." Said Troye. He had a point. If you don't make a video every time you see your YouTube friend, that's when they start shipping. "Let's do it." I said.