To keep a secret [ troyler fanfic ]

Breaking love

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When I posted the video, it blew up. Everyone and there grandmas dog had seen it ten times before it was even up for three hours. "Looks like someone is popular" said Tyler as he checked the view count. "I say it's just good timing" I said. After some more work stuff we were exhausted. We both needed to go to bed. We both cuddled in bed. It was our little escape from the Internet. I love my job, it's just that sometimes I wish so many people weren't obsessed with my relationship status. Tyler was the one for me. He was my love, and I was his one and only. I don't think I could have a better boyfriend. I wrapped my arms around him in bed and tried to keep him close to me. "What's wrong?" He asked running his fingers through my hair. "If more people started to find out about us, what do you think would happen?" I asked laying my head on his chest. "Troye, if I knew the answer, I would tell you. But I don't. Why do you ask?" Said Tyler trying to keep calm. "No reason." I said smiling. "Troye, no matter what happens, I'm here. Even if we are apart, I'm still with you." Said Tyler trying to ease my mind. I loved that boy. He was the reason the sun rose, and the stars shined. He was the one I wanted to wake up with every day for the rest of my life.

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A few days passed and I got a call from Sawyer. "Hey, what's up?" I said taking a sip of my coffee. "Shane just got released from the hospital, thought it would help ease Troyes mind." Said Sawyer. "Is he ok?" I asked signaling to Troye that it was Sawyer. "Ya, he's fine. He's staying at our place for a couple days while Lisa is out of town." Said Sawyer. "Well, I have to go to set. Talk to you later Tyler" Sawyer continued, then hung up. "What did he have to say?" Asked Troye. "Shane is out of the hospital, and he's fine" I said. Troye started to cry. I came over and wrapped my arms around him. "Troye, what's wrong. Aren't you glad he's ok?" I asked. "No, it's that I'm so happy he's alright." Said Troye. They were tears of joy, not sadness. "You never told me how long you were going to be in town for" I said trying to change the subject. "A while" he said looking up at me. "How long is a while?" I asked. "Six months" he said. I shot up. It was the longest he had ever stayed. Two months at most. "Six months!" I said partly confused and partly excited. I didn't know what to do. I just walked in circles babbling random things. He was going to be here for six months. It was half a year. "Why does that surprise you?" He asked me. I didn't know what to do. All I did was kiss him. I only had two thoughts in my mind, how much I loved him, and how hard it was going to be to say goodbye.

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It was the most out of the blue kiss we had ever had. Even our first was more expected than that. I put one hand on his neck and the other on his waist, and he did the same. We fell backwards onto the couch. He was soon laying on top of me, holding me like he was going to lose me. Then he broke away. I was confused on why he did. "Then what happens?" He asked. "What do you mean?" I said stealing a kiss from him. "When you go back home, what happens to us?" He asked. I could tell he was trying to be serious. "It's not like I'm just going to leave you Tyler." I said trying to sit up. "Every time you leave it's harder for us to say good bye. This time last year when you left, we just waved to each other and you were off. Now we try to make our moments last as long as possible. What happens when I have to drive you to that airport. What will happen." He said. I never really thought about it. "When will it be too much?" He continued. he had a point. Every time he dropped me off, it was a bigger and bigger deal. I had been staying longer, and longer. And left for a shorter, and shorter time. But it still was a lot. "Tyler you're going to have to trust me, ok?" I said putting my hand on his face. He pushed my hand down. What had happened to the 'so in love' Tyler I had been kissing only minutes earlier. "I don't want to say goodbye again Troye. It's just too much." Said Tyler. "Well, if you didn't want to say goodbye, then why did I come back?" I said in an angry tone. "I don't know! Why did you!" He yelled at me walking away into the room. "Maybe I should leave!" I screamed at him. "Leave, I don't care. At least it won't break my heart like all the other times!!" He yelled. "The only reason I came back was for you!" I yelled stomping my foot on the ground. "Well then you wasted you time!" He screamed from the other room. "You know, I thought I loved you. I went out of my way to be with you! And this is how you thank me!" I yelled pushing all the pictures he had of us of a shelf. "I love you Troye! But you don't feel the same!" He said stomping out of the room. He stared me dead in the eyes, he pulled me in by the waist and kissed me. After a couple seconds he pulled away. "Leave" he said pointing at the door. "What?" I said. "I SAID GO!" He yelled and I walked right out and slammed the door.