To keep a secret [ troyler fanfic ]

burning ramen 2

*^*TROYE*^*

....We both walked into the kitchen. He started making coffee and breakfast, and I checked my phone. Tyler had totally spammed me on everything. "whats wrong?" asked Connor. "Nothing" I said slamming my phone on the counter. "you can always talk to me" said Connor, then handed me some toast, jam, and coffee. We both sat down on the couch with our food. He got done with his food first so he extended his arm over my shoulder like some cheesy high school kid. I looked at Connor trying to see if he was serious about this, or he was just trying to be a good friend. soon I found my answer. As my head was turned toward him, he pulled me in by the neck, giving me a slow, thought out kiss, then broke away. he pulled me back in for another round of shorter kisses. I didn't know what to do. I still loved Tyler, and I definitely did not feel this way about Connor. as his hands made it to my waist, i pulled away. "I'm sorry Connor, but I just don't feel that way about you" I said pulling completely away. He looked away in embarrassment. Connor didn't look at me. He just put his head down with his hands on his neck. "Maybe I should go" I said. "Yeah, that might be a good idea." He said trying not to make eye contact with me. I grabbed my jacket and headed toward the door. "Troye wait," said Connor walking up behind me. I turned around to see him standing there. He put his hand on my shoulder. "I hope this doesn't mess up our friendship Troye. I'm really sorry." He said with his eyes tearing up. I didn't know what do do. I just left.

Outside again I didn't know where to go. It was about noon, so I chose to go to Starbucks. On my way there I saw a group of people surrounding something. I would have checked it out, but the last thing I needed was more drama. I spent hours at the coffee shop till they kicked me out at about ten o' clock. I had no place to go. I couldn't go to Connors, that would be awkward. I diffidently couldn't go to Tyler's, can't even think of what that would cause. I didn't really know what else to do. I knew Grace lived two blocks down. we didn't know each other that well, it was a long shot, but it might work. so, i sent her a text.

*^*GRACE*^*

Tyler was in the bathroom washing his face when I got a text. "Hi grace, do you think there's any way i could spend a night? I got kicked out." said the text. it came from a number called, 'Hannah Maybe?' I was pretty sure it was her. "Of course you can! Why did you ask? My door is always open to you" I texted back. It didn't seem like Hannah to act like that. I wondered what had happened. "thanks Helbig, your a life saver. if it wasn't for you, I'd be sleeping on the streets tonight. Connor kicked me out this morning, so I had no where to go. Thank you. be there in a little bit." they texted back. I was starting to think this wasn't her. I called Hannah up to see what was up. "hey Grace, whats up?" said Hannah. "hey, did Connor kick you out this morning?" I asked. "no, I'm at Connors right now." she said. "can you ask him who he kicked out this morning?" I asked. "ya, give me a second." she said. I could hear her talking in the background. "he said Troye spent the night and left this morning." I heard a knock at my door. "shit, Hannah i got to go" i said hanging up. "I'll get it" said Tyler walking to the door and opening it. one word came out of my mouth, "shit."