Help Me, Help You.

Dean (Castiel's p.o.v.)

Every day or so I would go into the restaurant they called "Rocket's Diner." The sign was big and red. Too much red. The lettering's lights were mostly burned out, but it was pleasant to look at. At night it didn't read like it was supposed to. At least i don't think, I don't stare at it too often.

Anyway, I've been doing this for about a year now. I've seen Dean about two weeks in a row every other month there. Why was he so obsessed? The food wasn't that great, as my taste buds have concluded. Maybe it's a family place. That's one reason I asked where..umm.. Sam went. Every time I see Dean, he wears either one of three things.

A) A random solid color shirt with a Denim-like fabric button-down over it

B) those shirts, with a slim brown leather jacket placed over it

C) a plain black shirt that shows off his (kind of distracting) tanned skin & strong muscles.

He always wears jeans and some sort of boots. I like them. His light mahogany brown hair is always slightly spiked at the front of his head. The rest just flows with it naturally. one of his best features-perhaps. He has eyes that make you want to stare into them internally. I feel like I'm in the forest when I see them- a hue of green so vivid you can see life in them. Life around them. His smile is so.. I can't find the word. They seem so straight I have to question myself about if they are real or not. Just like his lips. The facial hair around them is ever so slight.. But I know it's there. I like that too. It's "cute."

You may be thinking "Why or how do you know what that guy wears all the time? Are you a serial killer? A monster trying to get on the inside? "No, I don't like to kill people and no,I am not secretly a woman or I do not plan to hurt him in any way. Dean and Sam always bring life into the diner when they come, that's all. They always sit in the same spot, and they keep to them selves though they do use a lot of hand gestures. Dean always looked stressed. Sighing, looking fed up whenever his brother passed him the news paper. I never knew what they talked about, but I enjoyed speculating.

It puzzled me to know Dean was sitting alone, so that's why I sat next to him. On an ordinary day, I would see him wink at his waitress or nod at another customer. When I came over, he didn't do either. He kept his eyes on his pie. Sometimes he would look up at me. Of course I would try to look them, they are beautiful.. But when we made eye contact Dean always shot his eyes back toward his plate. Even after he finished his slices.

Was it because he's shy?
Is he scared of me..am I threatening?
Did I approach him too openly?
Was it just a bad time?

I needed answers to my questions. I was determined to get to know this Dean character more. What is he hiding? Why isn't his brother there?

..human emotions are hard to deal with.