UNCERTAINTY

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I got ready in a beautiful light pink lace designed dress that hugged my body and ended mid thigh. It had a small slit that was pretty decent but sexy as well so I decided it was a good dress.

I curled my straight bright platinum blonde hair so it fell down my back in waves and ended around the middle of my back. I liked the length of my hair and kept it that way at all times.

I slid on a pair of my favourite white Vance sneakers and decided to go with a matching white clutch. I was ready by seven pm and called Bae that I was done so he said he'd be here in a few. I waited for a bit then felt the buzz of my phone in my hand meaning he was here. I grabbed a coat and went down to meet him as he said he was at the lobby area.

I caught sight of him as I stepped out of the elevator and skipped in my steps as I approached him. His eyes glazed over my body, shamelessly checking me out but I couldn't judge him when I was doing the same thing to him. He looked absolutely delicious in a pair of black jeans and an oversized black hoodie with the words 'STRAY KIDS' written across his chest. My interest peeked at the name of my favourite K-pop group.

"Hey, you like stray kids too?" I asked when I stood before him. He chuckled and looked down at his hoodie.

"Yeah, I guess they're cool. My sister got it for me as a present for my birthday last year." He said. I hummed and smiled. " Let's go then, we'll meet my friends there at the club. We'll be heading over to Itaewon." I nodded and followed him out to his car. We got settled and took off. The drive to Itaewon was about twenty minutes which was quit convenient.

Throughout the drive, he and I conversed about the cultures of South Korea that I found interesting and I felt at home. We arrived in Itaewon and soon parked in front of a club. People were lined up in front of the club, probably waiting to get their IDs checked so Bae and I joined the line. About thirty minutes later, a group of three men hollered Bae's name as they approached.

"Ya Bae Gyeom-a! Urireul gidalyeo!" (Hey Bae Gyeom, wait for us!) One of them said as they drew closer to us. They all stared at me when they realised that I was beside him.

"Gyeom-a, ige ni yeojachinguya?" (Gyeom, this your girlfriend?) I chuckled and stopped Bae as he tried to answer for me.

"Na neun geuui yeojachingu anijiman...ganeungieyo." (I'm not his girlfriend... but It's possible.) I said confidently. Their faces showed their shocked expression and I looked at Bae to see him wearing the same expression as he stared back at me.

"Wah, Gyeom-a, geunyeoga neoreul johahaneun geot gatda!" Another of them with the same jet black hair said. (Wah Gyeom, looks like she likes you!) I laughed at their comment and watch as the four men converse. The three that joined us introduce themselves and I get to know them. Two of them are siblings and they've been friends since their first year in college.

One of the two siblings is still in college studying medicine. He'll finish in a year's time. Im Tae Jeong and Im Tae Han are the siblings, Kim Ji Seong is their other friend. Soon, we get our IDs checked and we enter the club. The place is already buzzing with hundreds of people, some seated, having a drink, chatting with friends and others gong crazy on the dance floor.

We were able to find a place to sit. Tae Han and Ji Seong went to get us some drinks. Tae Jeong followed after a few minutes of awkward silence. I chuckled as I watched him follow them like a lost puppy.

"You're a pretty impressive girl you know?" I heard Bae yell over the loud music that blasted through the club.

"Yeah! Wanna go dance after we a few drinks?" I asked and he nodded. I watched the scenery before me with a smile. I definitely love South Korea.

The Im brother and Ji Seong come back with a few beers and some Soju and we quickly chug it down. I only had a few glasses of Soju but I felt lightheaded already. I confidently took Bae's hand in mine and got up, letting my body move before my mind. He followed me and we stopped somewhere in the middle of the dance floor.

I began to sway my hips to the beat of NCT 127's 'Fire Truck' and Bae came up behind me and pressed closer to my backside, moving with me. I let myself go, yelling the words and grinding closer into him. I couldn't believe what I was doing right now but I could sense that I was more or less a bit tipsy.

Bae turned my body around so I would face him. His face looked more beautiful in the neon lights and suddenly, I felt the need to kiss him. I wasted no time in doing so and grabbed the back of his neck, pulling his face down so I could smash my lips into his. He was hesitant at first but kissed back fiercely.

I was so lost in the feeling of his lips on mine. I found my fingers weaved in his fiery red locks--

Hold on a second! What the fuck was I doing right now?! I tore myself away from Bae like He was on fire. He seemed to be confused but I shook my head silently and pulled him off the dance floor and found the washroom area. Once I had taken in a deep breath, I looked up and met his gaze.

"Bae I'm so sorry. I'm not in my right mind at the moment, please don't think too horribly of me." I rambled. It was clear to me now that I couldn't stop thinking about him, Louis. Fucking Louis! Bae grabbed my shoulders that seemed to be trembling.

"Hey, calm down. It's okay. It's fine. You seem to be a bit shaken, let me take you back to your hotel." He said. I didn't feel the need to argue and just agreed. He took me out and made me sit in his car whilst he went to retrieve my bag from inside.

I sat, hitting my head against the window until I started feeling sick. I passed out right before I heard Bae sit in the driver's seat of the car.

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