Upon all the pain I felt, the only pain that stood out was the pain I was feeling in my heart. That monster had taken Kai away. I could feel myself being lifted and dragged on something but I had no idea what was going on.
I tried to call for someone to help Kai but no one heard me. it was like the whole world was on mute, I couldn't hear shit. I could feel tears running down my cheeks as I assumed I was crying. There was no pain greater than the pain of being torn away from the thing or person you have strong feelings for.
There were a lot of loud voices ringing in my eyes, it sounded like someone was calling my name but I couldn't respond as I frozen and everything hurt so I couldn't move. I wanted to scream and yell for Kai to be brought back to me but I couldn't. I continued to cry silently to myself until I black out again.
***
"Amalia? Amalia." My hearing seemed to be slowly surfacing as I could hear my name being called a bit clearer than before. Kai!
"K-Kai! Kai! Please help him, please." I began to plead as tears sprang to my eyes and I began to cry again. "That bastard took him, please help him! He could die! Please!" I screamed, spasming out of control. I could feel people begin to hold me down but all I could do was fight. My body hurt so much but I overcame the pain as adrenaline pumped through me as I fought against the ones holding me down.
"Ms Daei calm down, don't worry." A voice said but I couldn't be bothered by that when Kai could probably be having a gun pointed to his head at this moment. I screamed, kicked, yelled like a mad person, begging for Kai to be saved but in the end, I fell into yet another black hole as I passed out again.
***
I woke up crying. Not knowing what he was going through was scaring me. I prayed to whichever power up in the skies that Kai would be fine, that he could fight his way out of the clutches of that evil son of a gun but as I recalled his state before I lost consciousness, he was unconscious, blood cascading down his face like sweat. He looked broken. How could he possibly fight like that?
"Fuck please find him..." I pleaded to whoever, my voice hoarse and sickly.
"Amalia? Amalia don't worry, the cops are doing their best to find Kai." I heard someone say. I felt a spark of hope and tried to sit up but the pain was ten times worse. "No no no, you rest--"
"I want to find him myself, I want to k-know that he's okay...that bastard fucking crashed into our car and took Kai away probably going to torture or kill him or b-both." I rambled, fighting against my body to work.
"Amalia take it easy. You'll be okay, Kai will be okay. Everything's going to be fine my child. Your parents are going to be here soon. Don't stress over it." The person I figured was Lia said. Her hand came and caressed my face reassuringly.
"Lia I'm scared..."I muttered and cried buckets again. I don't think I'll ever stop crying until Kai returns to me safe an sound. Kai became the center of my life quicker than the Flash himself could run. I wanted him, craved him every second of the day, he became my addiction and one of my primary reasons to live. He filled my life with warmth and changed the one way road my life was and put a plot twist in it. That plot twist was love.
He made me love him and I couldn't imagine my life with anyone other than him.
I cried myself to sleep and woke up with tears shimmering boldly in my eyes. Just like Lia said, my mom and dad got here and my mom almost lost it at the sight of her lovely daughter broken in every way possible. Physically, mentally and emotionally. I was barely a shell of my former self.
Lia explained everything that happened. At first my parents were angry, my dad especially but he calmed down after he heard that Kai had been kidnapped. I couldn't stop crying. At a point, my parents cried with me but tried to stop for my sake but I know them seeing me, literally broken in this way was hurting them. I was their only child after all.
"Amalia baby, after you get better, we'll go back to New York so you can stay with us for a while--" I shook my head vigorously.
"I'm not leaving unless Kai comes with me mom. I'm not leaving until I know he's okay. Until he's walking and doing everything normally." I fought. No one was going to come in between me and Kai, not even that sick fuck Wyatt. My mom sighed and sat back in the chair next to my bed.
***
The police had come to ask questions regarding Kai and everything. I and Lia quickly explained it, Lia doing a much better job at keeping her emotions at bay but later broke down, weeping. They said that they had watched the security cam footage and took note of Wyatt's number plate so they were searching everywhere to find him and bring Kai back alive hopefully.
I was beyond livid as I felt useless. I didn't know where to begin, and had to let the police do everything. It had been about a week after the crash and a week since Kai had been kidnapped.
I didn't eat, sleep or stop crying. The doctors were worried that I may suffer from an ulcer but I didn't care. He wasn't here to make me feel like everything was going to be okay, he wasn't here to make me smile, he wasn't to eat with me... How could I possibly rest when the man I loved was probably suffering or worse...dead!
I couldn't breath, I felt sick and I was depressed beyond belief. I had never felt this way in my entire life, all this made me want to die but if I die, I would want to die knowing that Kai was okay which was the reason why I was still alive. I had become suicidal, ripping myself apart slowly from the inside out.
I thought of escaping the hospital but the where would I go? I didn't know what to do or where to start in order to find Kai so I decided against it. Here I was, trapped in this hell, I guess Stray Kids was right...I was on a hellavator and my only way out was Kai.
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RED HAIRED BEAU
Hayran KurguAmalia seems to be the type to be bold and out going. She's already quite independent at age 21 as she's earned so much with her artistic talents but she's never experienced love in her entire life. She seems to find it strange when she develops int...