Loving You With My Hands Tied ✔️

Kabanata 8: Fuck That

Kabanata 8: Fuck That

"Damn it."

It's not really going to be easy, isn't it?

Wala pa ngang klase parang gusto ko na lang patigilin ang oras dahil nasestress ako na malapit na ang klase kahit na may isa pa naman akong buwan bago yung klase.

I feel like I've gone through a lot this week. I mean, it was a pretty good but still, sa tuwing naaalala ko na malapit na kasi yung klase ko parang nabibwisit ako.

I tried to just have fun every day so that I won't be wasting the days remaining before the first day of school.

Plano ko sanang umalis ulet o mag-plano nang malaking bakasyon next week sa Boracay pero pinatawag ako nang magkambal para raw sa sa negosyo sa pamilya na'min.

'Di ko naman alam kung bakit kailangan akong mainvolve sa ganung bagay, wala pa nga ako sa kolehiyo o training para matulungan yung pamilya, hindi pa 'ko ready.

Nagpalit ako nang damit at inayos ko yung makeup ko. I have to make sure na presentable ako kahit na wala akong ganang magpaganda, nakakawalang gana.

"Good morning, Geneva." Dominic greeted me right behind me after I closed my door.

Humarap ako sa kanya na may malawak na ngiti sa labi ko, malawak din ang ngiti niya sa'kin.

I feel like we've gotten closer these past days and our 'not-so-close' friendship have gotten much better, I feel like we're now... close friends? Besties? Ganon lang.

Pero I'm sure na palapit na kami nang palapit sa relasyon na gusto ko para sa'ming dalawa. I am excited for that to happen because I could tell it's getting closer.

"Geneva?"

"Hm?"

God, ang gwapo pa rin niya. Kahit wala siyang makeup gwapo pa rin siya, halos wala rin siyang pimple or blemishes, he looks so good. I could see some acne scars but it's not bad, it doesn't matter dahil perpekto pa rin siya sa paningin ko.

"May problema ba sa mukha ko?"

"Hm... problema? No, no... of course not. Gwapo mo lang kasi, Dominic~" masaya kong sagot sabay yakap sa kanya agad.

"G-Geneva... stop it--"

'Why not? Good morning hug lang naman, I hug everyone here~"

"You're lying."

"Don't interrupt me, Dominic!"

He's so warm.

I love his hugs, ever since that night that I cried and hugged him, it was just so magical. I love him and his presence but his hugs are everything!

"Please, Geneva... b-baka may makakita sa'tin..."

"Tch. Fine." ngumuso ako at inialis ang mga braso ko sa katawan niya.

Hanggang ngayon ayaw niya pa rin na niyayakap ko siya. Kailangan niya nang masanay para one day pag kami na yakap yakap everyday, 'di ba? There's nothing wrong with that, although he doesn't know I'm preparing him for our relationship in the future.

"Are you coming with me?"

"Yes, it's a must for me to come with you."

"Sus, gusto mo lang akong makasama eh~" kinikilig kong sabay kindat sa kanya.