Friends with Benefits

11

"Do you mind if we don't talk about my brother in a time like this." Thor sighed, still holding your hips as you moved above him.

"I'm not talking about him I'm just saying." You sighed, rolling your hips causing Thor to dig his fingers further into them as he closed his eyes, head falling back against the pillow.

After Loki left yesterday, you, Bucky and Nat ordered a pizza as they told you how in the wrong Loki was. You continued to check your phone in the hopes that he'd call you or at least message but he didn't. You wondered what he even meant yesterday about him saying that what he said was not as it seemed. What the fuck did that even mean? He also said that he didn't mean it which wasn't the same as an actual apology, an apology which you would have ended up accepting. Thor on the other hand did call you, he even apologised on Lokis behalf before saying how sorry he was. As it was nighttime, you accepted his apology and hung up which lead to the following morning when he turned up at your doorstep with of course your favourite cupcakes and a sorry expression to which you gestured him inside which was the beginning of how he ended up inside of you.

The goal was to revise, only revise but then Thors hand began trailing up your leg. You told him to stop, which he did until he did it again. You once again told him to stop which he actually did that time before you looked up and saw him grinning at you. You looked back down before looking back up until you practically jumped into his lap. You promised yourself that this time would be the last.

"I can't believe he didn't even apologise." You huffed.

"Only because he isn't sorry." Thor answered, reaching up to massage your breasts as you continued to bounce on top of him.

"What?" You gasped, stilling your movements, luckily in a position that was still pleasurable for you.

"He told me he didn't feel sorry when he came back yesterday." Thor lied considering as soon as Loki got back to the flat yesterday and confronted Thor, he finished by saying how truly sorry he was.

"He really said that?" You asked meekly.

"Yes but don't stop now." Thor spoke quickly, bucking his hips up into yours kickstarting your movements again. Closing your eyes, you moaned as Thor continued to thrust up into you. Letting your head fall back, you balanced yourself by placing your palms against Thors chilled chest. Looking up at you, trying to focus on climaxing as opposed to anything else, Thor couldn't help but realise he had never heard you speak about another man so much apart from that jackass that strung you along ages ago. He fought that thought out of his mind as he felt your walls clenching around him. The feeling prompted his own orgasm as he continued to thrust a few more times as he ejaculated.

"Make sure you actually throw the condom in the bin this time." You spoke breathlessly, coming down from your high.

After you and Thors quite upbeat session, you both switched to something a little more relaxing, well, for you. Your head rested against your pillow as your legs were splayed open whilst Thors head was between them. After you had jumped on his lap earlier, you verbally told him that this was the last time to which he replied "I better make it worth it then." That's why instead of calling it a day, Thor insisted he'd stay for a while longer.

"Such a bastard." He heard you mutter. Raising his head, he looked up at you.

"Me?"

"Noo" you assured before Thor resumed his action of alternating between licking and sucking your clit. His mind once again ventured to the thought of you and Loki which was something he definitely didn't want it to do. He wondered if you really did like him, why else would you still be thinking about what he said, this wasn't the first time a guy had been a dick to you and you'd always just forget about it after an hour, why was it that you were still dwelling on Loki? Sighing to himself, Thor switched out of lover mode and into best friend mode.

"Y/n, do you—do you like Loki?" Thor asked, raising his head as he wiped his chin.

"What?" You snorted, suddenly flustered as you looked down at him. "No-NOO—course not." You lied realising that you probably did. "I don't like Loki in the way you'reinsinuating." You said, pushing Thors head back down.

Do I? You thought as Thor inserted one of his fingers into your entrance, moving it in and out of you as he continued running his tongue over your clit with long wet stripes. Realising that you weren't as receptive as you usually were, Thor once again stopped as he sat up.

"You're usually screaming my name by now, what's really the matter?" He asked as he licked his lips.

"What if I do like Loki and he's just said all that." You whined to your friend as opposed to your fuckbuddy.

Seeing your face so conflicted, so hurt, Thor felt something he rarely felt, truly sorry. He knew that he didn't like you romantically. He liked your body, he loved your friendship and he adored you being his but he knew he didn't love you in the way that you wanted, in a way that you deserved unlike Loki who practically said as much to him yesterday. If he had known and realised sooner, he was pretty certain he wouldn't have told Loki that there was no chance you liked him, he was sure he wouldn't have done any of the things he did next.

"Just try and forget about him, he's not important." Thor tried to console, not wanting you to speak with Loki incase you found out about his input and stirring.

"I think I should speak to him. Yeah. I'll speak to him, and maybe he'll apologise and then we could go back to being friends." You smiled.

"Y/n I don't think that—" Thor interrupted.

"I'm going to call him." You said, flinging a top on as you picked up your phone.

"Y/n stop." Thor ordered.

"No! The sooner I call him the sooner we can go back to being fiends." You insisted, standing up as you threw Thor his clothes and gestured to the door. "Out."

"Y/n—"

"Out!"

Leaving your room, Thor stood in the living room putting his clothes back on before Bucky walked in.

"Oh hey Thor."

"Bucky." Thor smiled curtly.

"She throw you out?" Bucky asked.

"Do you actually live somewhere?" Thor asked back.

You unlocked your phone before finding Lokis number. You thought you'd FaceTime him and ask if you could meet. If Loki really didn't like you like that, that was fine but you preferred to know considering he did say he didn't mean it like that yesterday. You wanted to give him a chance to explain. Flattening your hair as to not look as fucked out, you called him and after a few rings he answered. You smiled, trying to ignore the heat spreading on your cheeks at the sight of Loki shirtless and laying in bed.

"Y/n?" Loki spoke.

"Who you on the phone to?" You heard a woman ask him.

Oh my fucking god

Quickly, you hung up the phone.