Liraya Series #1
A 12-year gap. A teacher-and-student relationship - Alindra Lerinn Rivera didn't expect that all of that could happen in just a blink of an eye. Same as she didn't expect that she would fall in love with this particular guy so much...
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Chapter 18
“Oh my God! You're drunk na, girl!”
I rolled my eyes when I heard that again from Milan. She keeps on saying that I'm drunk already even if I'm not. Mabilis kong ininom ang alcohol drink sa shot glass. I became dizzy as I moved my head and swayed a bit.
“Shut up! Kanina ka pa!” sabi ko kay Milan nang mapansin na naman niyang lasing na raw ako.
“Duh! You're so pulang-pula na kaya! And kanina ka pa umiinom 7 PM! It's already 10 PM oh, look!”
We're shouting at each other because of the loud music here inside the bar. Dahil doon, napapagod na rin akong magsalita kaya umiinom na lang ako.
Erica chuckled beside Milan. “May problema yata si Gaga. Magpasundo ka na nga sa boyfriend mo! Tawagan mo si Kuya Ry, Milan!”
Umiling na lang ako sa mga pinagsasabi ng dalawa. They're just lucky now that Rachel isn't here with us. She's with her older brother — Rylan who's my boyfriend. We're now two months in a relationship.
Sinilip ko ang phone at nakitang may text message ako galing sa kaniya.
We'll be home late. I'm sorry, hindi yata kita masusundo. Sumabay ka na lang sa friends mo. Be safe and enjoy there. Love you.
I didn't bother to reply anymore. I just drank the last shot for tonight and danced a bit to make myself entertained. Nakita kong umiiling ang dalawa habang nakatingin sa akin. I just rolled my eyes and chuckled when someone accidentally hit my elbow while I'm slowly dancing near our table.
We're here to enjoy the whole night. We deserve to have a night out after the semi final exams 'cause we got a passing score. I went here to be happy.. to be entertained but there's really something missing.
It's been a year since I felt this unrecognizable feelings of mine. I can't describe it. It's so strange that I'm feeling more unfamiliarity towards it. Pakiramdam ko.. sa loob ng nagdaang taon — may kulang sa akin.
I feel like something's missing in my life. I feel like there's an empty space in my heart that needs to be filled with something that I don't even know. Gulong-gulo ako sa sarili ko na nagawa kong makipag-date sa halos lahat ng lalaki sa university.. including Rylan.
I thought if I would have a boyfriend, I would be satisfied again. At hindi ko na mararamdaman ang nararamdaman kong 'to pero nagkamali ako.
I made another mistake again. I made another wrong decision again!
Tumulo ang luha ko na kaagad kong pinunasan. I don't know the reason why I'm emotional when I feel this emptiness inside me. I'm not really contented to the life that I have even when I almost have everything.
Nakukulangan ako! Nakukulangan pa rin ako!
Muntik na akong matumba nang may bumunggo sa likuran ko. I faced whoever he or she is.
