"Nothing I do is ever good. Nothing I do is ever good enough"
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I hate it. Why do my parent's expect so much from me. I hate the pressure. I hate school. I hate studying. I hate my parents. They always expect me to get high grades, high scores and expect me to act like an angel. They always compare me to others. Even if I get high scores, they'll always compare me to others. I'll never be good enough for them. I don't want to study. I want to die. I want to end all of it.But, I have no choice but to study. I always complain about how hard school is. Yet, I don't listen to lessons and just cheat. I don't study diligently. I don't study at all. All i do is play, whine and sleep. I don't study at all. I have no right to whine and complain. I put it upon myself.
Why am I like this... Why. I hate my personality. I hate the way I act. I don't deserve good things. I don't deserve good friends. I don't deserve to live. I hope someone would just choke me to death. I deserve it. I want to dissappear.
05.24.2022
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Take care of yourself:)