"Maybe it's time to say goodbye
'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired"╔═*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*═╗
I stared at my phone, feeling anger...or rather annoyance. It was always like that. Whenever they leave me on read/seen, I always felt down.It was like as if they were annoyed by me, which is possible. I annoy them by sending tons of pictures and videos I find on social media. If i find them funny or sad. I send it. If i find it disgusting. I send it. As long as i found it entertaining. I send it.
I hate it when I get left on seen/read. For whatever reason, I feel like they don't care about me. One might call me dramatic because of this. Yes, I agree.
When the leave me on seen and then just continue on their conversations with others. It bothers me. I know. I know they can ignore me when they want to. I know that they don't need to reply to my messages. But, I can't help but feel that way. Sometimes when they do end up ignoring me. I actually end up lashing out and cursing at them. I get really angry and frustrated.
Being left on seen... It just makes me feel like I'm annoying them or being bother(which might be true). I don't want to be a bother to whoever I'm talking to. I end up acting before i could even think of it.
I hate getting ignored. I hate not having someone notice me. I hate it when people act like I don't exist.
05.24.2022
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Hey there, hope you're doing fine. Take care of yourself. It's alright to take a break once in a while. Take all the time that you need:)