Kaleidoscope {Taekook}

Chapter 12

Morning came,
Jungkook was the first to wake up today, he saw tae sleeping holding him, tae was holding his hand with the wedding ring.

Jungkook got up replacing himself with a pillow, he needs a cold shower to calm his mind, heart or maybe just cry under the shower so that no one can see his tears and his pain.

Tae woke up after sometime and saw he was hugging a pillow, jungkook was not there. He frowned seeing the pillow and got up.

He freshened up and went downstairs, all this while he didn't see jungkook anywhere.

He went towards the dining table, but jungkook was not there as well, Mary served him his tea, he knew it was made by his wife after taking one sip, he knows the taste too well now.

'Where is Kook Mary?', asked tae.

'Master, young master is in the kitchen', said Mary.

Tae couldn't take it anymore and went towards the kitchen to see jungkook, who was cooking something.

Seeing taehyung there, both Mary and Lissy went away to give some privacy to the couple, they could sense that something was going on between these two, when jungkook didn't go to serve the tea himself to tae which he does everyday and he wasn't all smily like he always is.

'Kook', called tae softly.

'Yes', kook answered while continuing his work without looking at tae.

'Kook are you okay?', asked tae, not knowing what else to say.

'Yes, I am completely fine, you go sit at the table, your breakfast will be served in a minute', said kook with emotionless voice.

Tae didn't say anything further and just dragged jungkook towards their room.

Once they reached their room,
Tae lifted jungkook's face with his fingers as he was looking down.

Tae saw the bloodshot eyes of jungkook, his entire face was red because of crying too much, it made tae's heart clench badly.

His kook was in so much pain because him.

'You are fine, then why were you crying, I know you are in pain and I can't see you like this, scold me, yell at me, do whatever you want just don't hurt yourself like this I can't take it', tae said cupping kook's face, looking at those doe eyes.

'Yes I am in pain, so much pain, when I think about it again and again that I am connected to you with just a piece of paper, our marriage certificate, a symbol that I am your wife but am I really your wife, do I have any rights on you, and If I don't have any rights on you then how could I say anything to you,' said kook pouring all his feelings out, tae just stood there thinking about kook's words.

Jungkook left the room and tae left for his office.

Jungkook wasn't happy about the entire thing that tae told him but he was hurt more thinking about his place in taehyung's life.

Taehyung came home from office early, he wanted to see jungkook and do something to make him feel better, Mary took his bag and coat and gave him a glass of water.

'Where is kook?', asked tae searching for kook with his eyes.

'Master, young master went out after you left for office', informed Mary.

'Oh, did he say where he was going, with whom or when will he return?', tae showered Mary with questions, getting worried.

'No master, young master rushed out hurriedly,' informed Mary and left to the kitchen.

Tae dialled kook's number but no one was picking up. Today their driver was on off day as he was ill, so tae didn't know who else to call to know about kook.

He felt as if he couldn't breath, a few tears left his eyes without even him knowing, a lot of what ifs rotating in his mind.

Just then, jungkook entered the house, tae saw him and felt as if he could breath again.

And the sudden realisation hit him that he loves this bunny human, so much, even more than himself.
If there exists a stronger word than love, he feels that for his kook, his wife.

Jungkook is the ray of sunshine in his dark life.

He can't live without him and if jungkook ever leaves him, he would loose himself.

He went near jungkook and hugged him tightly and inhaled his scent to calm his nerves, while jungkook just stood there not understanding what was happening.

'What happened?', asked kook, running his hands on tae's back in a calming manner, he could feel tae's fast heartbeats.

'Where were you, where is your phone I called you so many times, why didn't you inform me before going out, I was so worried,' said tae a bit angrily after a few seconds remembering the situation.

Now jungkook understood that his hubby must've been worried about not seeing him at home. He completely forgot about informing tae when he heard about his aunt's accident, though afterwards he came to know it was a minor one, but in that moment he just rushed out to check on her.

He was immersed with taking care of his aunt the entire time, but came home as soon as he saw the time remembering his hubby would be back from work.

'Why?', asked kook in a low voice wanting to hear his husband's answer.

Love can't be forced, it just happens, and jungkook wants tae to feel that, find that, he doesn't wanna force tae in it, he needs tae to listen to his heart himself.

'I love you Kim Jungkook, I can't live without you, I don't want to live without you', said tae loudly and kissed kook passionately pouring all his feelings in the kiss.

Jungkook, after taking in his husband's confession responded to the kiss, a few tears leaving his eyes.

His man, his tae loves him back.

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