Mr. Hiddleston ≋ Professor Hiddleston

25- Protect

The light from the sun are hitting your eyes though the window.

You sit up in the bed.

You feel really confused. Like you did know where and when you were.

It was like when you wake up from a nap after school.

You look around, trying to remember why you are in Toms bed, but he isn't.

It all comes back to you slowly. You get out of the bed and grab the shirt near you. It was Toms but that didn't matter right now.

You needed to find him.

You remember that he was mad and annoyed last night.

You remember walking into the house without talking to him.

How was he feeling? Where did he sleep?

You walk over tho the door, grabbing your phone on the way. Before opening the door you quickly turn your phone on and look at the time.

How did I sleep this long??

It was 12 pm.

As you open the door you can feel that you are hungry too.

"So some food also" you mumble to yourself as you step outside.

You try to walk quietly down the stairs, you didn't want to shock Tom if he was sitting in his own thoughts.

"Tom...?" You say it in a sort voice.

Again you didn't want to shock him.

You walk in the kitchen, he wasn't there.

Okay, maybe he just finished eating and got into the living room?

You kinda walk so fast into the living room to see him. But again you couldn't he him any where.

He was completely gone.

Could he be so mad that he went out to take a walk?

Was he the type to do that?

You never say him as a person or teacher who would lock himself away.

You knew that he could do it to some time but you never thought he would leave you alone in his house.

While you were sleeping!!

You started to get more and more frustrated. He wasn't anywhere in the house. And you had no idea where he was otside of the house.

You turn around and around.

Kinda like you were trying to figure out what to do with yourself.

"Darling..."

You turn around and look at Tom.

He is standing at the opening of the door, looking at you.

He is smiling and his hair is looking a little wet.

"It's raining outside" he says as he smiles and walks past you.

You look after him.

You were so close to picking up the nearest thing to you and throw it at him.

"Where the hell have you been?!?"

You walk after him.

You are practically yelling at him, even after he gave you that smile.

"I was outside-"

"Bullshit, you weren't just outside!"

He looks at you surprised. "I was-"

"No you don't get to talk right now!"

You are so frustrated that you walk around in little circles.

"Let me talk to you and tell you-" he says as he talks a couple of steps closer.

"You left me all alone in your house and you where so mad at me yesterday... I mean I get it I cheated on yo-"

"No! Stop y/n... it's not your fault"

His mouth is slightly open and he looks at you with regret and sadness on his face. "It's all his fault"

You can feel the tears running down your face again.

You quickly try to make them go away, but they just keep on coming.

"But Tom..."

"Yes darling?" He walks over and takes your hands.

"Tom..."

He looks into your eyes, with his beautiful eyes. You wanted to look into them forever but you couldn't.

You look away from him.

"Tom... why do I still feel like it's my fault then?"

You look at him again and you could now see his eyes clearly.

He was on the edge of crying so the suns light was reflecting onto them.

Making them shine bright.

"He was and is an awful person, who did awful things to you... and that is not your fault! It will never be your fault and it never was."

You can see a tear from his left eye slowly running down his face.

"And you never again have to worry about him or anyone else who are like him."

He takes you into his arms and holds around you.

At first he was careful.

Then he hugged you tight.

Tighter.

He hugged you like it was the last time he was ever going to see you.

At this moment no one and nothing would ever be able to come between you.

" I'll always be here to protect you, y/n"

"Tom I love you..." you stop yourself.

Did I just say that? I have never said that before...

You stand still.

He is still hugging you tight.

Why isn't he saying it back?? Did I fuck this u-

"I love you too, darling"

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