Take My Heart, will you? (PHAXLAM) (BOYXBOY) (COMPLETED)

Pha

I kissed him, something that he didn't do whilst at the beach. Something that I felt should have happened then and there.

He was right about me being confused and it would just affect us both. But what I didn't realize was, he had slowly crept into both my mind and heart. Right when I realized, there was no more confusion, Lam was already out of my life.

That turned me into a mess. I am not proud of it but its the fact that it did. I missed him so badly, yet I knew I couldn't or shouldn't reach out to him. And that only ended up in me doing what I knew best, plunging myself into work and as we all know it landed me right here in the hospital.

I was surprised to see Lam. I think he must have somehow wrestled the information out of Beam. But the joy my heart felt when I saw him. The innate happiness it caused me when I heard him say firmly he was my boyfriend.

I just knew then and there, I wanted to make it true. Lam kissed the palm of my hand, making me feel tingly all over. The kiss on my lips just sealed it and I just leaned right in and seized my chance.

He tasted like the mints he loved to eat, warm and yet cool and tantalising. I was so whipped for this guy, wasn't I?

We broke away; our both faces flushed. He just caressed my face. Then he smacked me!

"Lam!"
"Don you dare Lam me. I leave you alone for a few weeks and you got into this mess. What the heck are you trying to prove?!?!"
"That, I can't do without you? I functioned well. But ever since I knew you, I functioned even better. Not having you there made it just worse."
"Stop being silly Pha. You are Pha the Medical Prince and the Great. The boys rave about you..."
"And what good is that without having the one I like by my side?"

Lam kept quiet when he heard that. He looked at me. I kept quiet and looked down at his hands. I took it in my own and held it tight.

"Don't leave me please."
"I..you..pha.."
"I love you Lam. Coming from the very guy who said he only likes girls. But I realized nobody can be anything like you. And if it means I love a boy, so be it. Because it's not just any boy I can love, it can and will only be you."

I felt Lam tighten his grasp of my hand. I looked up at him and saw his eyes full of tears again. I wiped it away gently and pushed his chin up to look at me.

"I am sorry for all the times I have hurt you with my indecisiveness, my lack of tact, my uncalled for jealousy and most importantly never telling you earlier how I feel."