Save me Mick

Part 7

TW:self harm, blade, blood, starving yourself
                                 Danni POV
I sat alone in my house before standing up to go stare at myself in the mirror. When I saw my reflection I sighed. Still not good enough. I picked at the fat all over my body. Just a little longer. I thought ignoring the hunger in my body. I didn't deserve the food. I didn't need it. The voices started up again. Cut. Cut you deserve the pain. Cut! I sighed and opened the medicine cabinet to find the small container I kept them in. Grabbing one blade I sat down beginning to drag the silver across my wrist. One for being fat, one for not being good enough, one for letting him do that to you. And 5 for being worthless. I thought as I looked at the blood seeping from the cuts. Standing I turned the water on and ran my bloody wrist under it. The cuts quickly stopped bleeding after running it under the water for a bit. I put away the blade and pulled my sleeve down. No one has to know I mumbled. Going back to the living room. I ran my fingers through my hair before deciding what I would do today. Visit Evie. I grabbed a hoodie to put on over my long sleeve shirt before leaving the house and driving to the cemetery. I walked the route to the grave if become oh so familiar with. "Hey Ev. I miss you. Michaelas back and safe. I'm not doing so well. I really miss you Ev. We all do." I mumbled rubbing my hand on top of her stone. I visited her weekly. I sat on a bench Jared installed when Evie was buried. Evie would be so disappointed in me. I felt tears brew in my eyes at the thought of one of my best friend finding out what I was doing. My phone began to ring.

Danni: hello? Who is this?
Saanvi: Hi this is Saanvi I'm a friend of Michaela's. I was wondering if I could crash at your place? I know you don't know me or anything bu-
Danni: sure you can. Any friend of Micks is a friend of mine. Do you know my address?
Saanvi: no I don't Michaela gave me your number but not your address.
Danni: alright I'm not home right now so you'd be waiting outside if you head over right now but I should be back in about 15 minutes it's *random address*
Saanvi: thank you so so much! I'll head over in 30 minutes if that's alright?
Danni: of course. B-bye
Saanvi: b-bye
I hung up the phone and placed one last gentle kiss on Evie's stone. I stood up and walked to my car. Driving home my mind wandered. I wonder why Saanvi needs somewhere to crash. I called Michaela.
Danni: hey Mick some woman called and said you gave her my number? Her names Saanvi?
Michaela: yeah sorry about that. She just said she needed a place to crash and I know you have a guest room. Is that okay?
Danni: yeah of course it's fine. I just wanted to make sure it was real. Have a good day Michaela
Michaela: you too Danni. Bye
Danni: bye Mick
I hung up the phone when I arrived at home and hopped out of the car. 15 minutes to hide everything for when Saanvi comes over. I grabbed my blades and threw out all the expired food which coincidently was all of it in the fridge. It only took 5 minutes. Quickly I put in a delivery grocery order which would get here just before Saanvi got here. Making sure I'd hidden everything I sat on the couch to wait.
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Hey! A bit longer of a chapter today. I hope you guys are enjoying! Have a good day!
-Brooke