Lost & Found

Part 45 & 46

Trigger warning: sexual assault

Par: Why didn't you tell me? That night in the park. Why not tell me then?
Y/N: I didn't know at that time that he had been released.
Par: What about everything else? Everything he did to you.
Y/N: We had just gotten back into a good place. I didn't want to ruin that again.
Par: So you thought lying to me would be better?
Y/N: I didn't lie to you. I just didn't tell you everything.
Par: It's the same thing!
Y/N: Peter...
Par: You said there's more. Are you going to keep that from me too?
Y/N: I don't think you're ready for the rest.
Par: Try me.
Y/N: It'll just make things worse.
Par: Tell me!
Y/N: Why? What are you going to do? You can't go back in time and change things!
*You and Peter just stare at each other unaware that the others have gathered at the end of the hall.*
Y/N: You can't go back and undo the unspeakable things he did to me. You'll never know how it felt. Laying in bed every night. Wondering if it was him or one of his friends walking down the hallway. Praying that whatever they do will end quickly.
NR: Oh my god.
Y/N: I'm afraid to sleep because of the nightmares. I'm afraid to start dating. Afraid it would happen again. Are you happy? You wanted to know everything. All it took was one man to destroy me.
*You drop to your knees sobbing.*
NR: Hey, look at me. It's going to be okay.
*She sits on the floor, holding you as you cry.*

NR: Shh. It's ok. You're safe now.
Bar: I think that's enough for one day. Why don't you go home kid.
TS: He's right, Peter. Why don't you stay at Aunt May's for a few days. Until things calm down.
Y/N: No, I'll go.
TS: No. Your crazy ex is still out there looking for you.
Bar: He's right.
Par: It's fine. Mr. Stark is right. You'll be safer here.
*Peter starts walking to his room. He stops midway and turns.*
Par: For what it's worth, I'm sorry.
*He turns and continues to walk away.*
Bar: Come on. I know what you need.
*He leads you to your room and sits you down on the bed. You hang your head in your hands while he goes into the bathroom. When he comes back, he takes your hands and walks you into the bathroom where you see a bubble bath.*
Y/N: What's all this?
Bar: Stress relief. Get in and enjoy. I'll have one of the girls get you for dinner.
*He leaves your room closing the door behind him. You undress and step into the tub and sink into the bubbles.*
*Meanwhile in the conference room*
SR: What happens now?
TS: What do you mean 'what happens now'?
NR: We're going after this guy. Right?
TS: And what do we do once we find him?
*Bucky walks in.*
Bar: I was an assassin. He wouldn't see me coming.
TS: Um, no. We don't kill here.
SR: What he did to her was repulsive.
NR: How did he get out?
TS: Very, very good lawyers.
SR: There's got to be something we can do.
TS: We wait. She's here. If he wants her bad enough, sooner or later he'll show his face.