okay this is all going to sound really crazy and its going to be a lot to take in but its all related i guess so .... ya lets get 2 it
so i have my main squad; theres kennedi, chiara, addison and then skylar
and u know we are all cool with each other — we WERE ALL COOL
ok so my ex - Ryder was having this party and basically me and kennedi are the only ones that go to parties bc chiara and skylar are the type of kids that have to ask their parents to breathe and addison is a sophomore and she doesnt go to senior parties
ANYYWAYYY i didn't want to go to ryders party bc he was an asshole and a bad kisser so kennedi said to me "nahh i wont go if u wont"
so i was like "cool, we can go to the movies that night or something" and she was like "yeah thats cool"
but then oN THE FUCKING NIGHT OF THE PARTY KENNEDI'S ALL LIKE "I HAVE TO BABYSIT DEVORA!!! MY LIFE SUCKSSS"
so i was like whatever ok then
THEN
on my fucking friend ilayda's snapchat i see her at the fucking party like bitch what??
i saiD BITCH WHAT??
WHEN SINCE WERE HER AND ILAYDA FRIENDS. LIKE I SWEAR THESE TWO BITCHES HATED EACH OTHER FOR THREE YEARS NO LIE AND THEN THEYRE AT RYDERS PARTY GETTING FUCKING HIGH AND DRUNK. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK.
WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK
let me just count to ten
1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... 9... 10 ....
no tbh idec that she went to the party its just that she went out of her way to lie to me like girl, u should have just said u wanted to go to the party. i wouldnt care. go to the fucking party it dont bother me.
its just that she went so far out of her way to lie to me & theres just no reason to lie to me... im too understanding. i get shit. i get life. i know shit happens. i know when its not that deep just like... why lie, u fucker???
and then like 3 days after the party i find out i have a fucking HOLE IN MY STOMACH WTF
so i spend a week in the hospital and then i pass out and spend another week in the hospital
btw while i was in the hospital theres shit going around school that im not talking to kennedi so apparently no one at school except skylar is
so im here like wtf i know she lied to me but i didnt banish her from the table i sit at at school like tf im not even at school
then on the friday i get out of the hospital theres this birthday party and i decided that even though i wont be able to drink (bc i have an extra hole) i decide that i should go anyway bc someone said that i was "in the hospital dying of tuberculosis" lmao wtfff do people believe this???!!!??¿
so i went to the party and then left after literally 15 minuets bc it was kinda lame and as im leaving KENNEDI WALKS IN
like i havent seen this bitch since like two weeks ago like wow ur a nice friend
"i thought u had tuberculosis" she says
and the way she says it i just know she started the rumor like omdssss
:))))))))))))
"YOU CANT SIT WITH US!" i yelled
no im kidding but then i banished her from the table we sit at at lunch
like i will say i wasnt always the nicest person ( not that im any different now ) but like im past all that mean girl bullshit
basically all i can say is be ur own squad bro, nobody really got ur back fam
