secret BROKEN soul (R.V.V.D)

Chapter 14- caught

OAKLEY POV:

i woke to an empty bed i was going to wake up ruel and tell him but he is probable downstairs making me breakfast so I can wait to tell him.

it had been at least 20 minutes and I was wondering where he was so I got up to go down stairs but I heard a noise like something fell or broke coming from down the hall so I went to check on it and sunday cause she was weird last night after I told her.

the noise was coming from her room so I just went to knock as my hand was hovering over the door knob when I heard moans but they went just sundays it sounded like ruel and I thought I was just crazy when I heard him speak then I new it was him, I barged into her room with tears already coming down my face and pure anger running through my veins making my blood boil , they stoped the second I came in and just looked shocked I don't know whycause I sadly wasn't after all their weird behaviour the past few days, why did i have the feeling that this was going to happened not neserceraly sunday but someone but it being sunday made it so much worse.

" baby i can explain plz lets just talk" he said as he started to get dressed i was hyperventilating and starting to fall to my knees " explain huh i have my explanation here have this back it clrealy doesn't mean anything" i said throwing the ring at him as i heard him come over and place his hand on my shoulder when i pushed it off and stood up being light head from the quick reaction and my quick breaths " no no its not look just-" i ran down the hall and locked the bedroom door i grabbed a small but big enough bag and started to pack some clothes as rule was banging on the door and yelling he eventually got it open and came in watching me put clothes in a bag.

"what are you doing?" he asked crying as well "I'm leaving looks like you have found someone else to fuck over" i said angry " what no this is out house you cant just leave baby " i really couldn't handle this " don't call me baby when you don't mean anything you say everything has been lining up a week ago you had been on your phone constantly which you never do then the day of the meusem you sat down just to message someone you kept looking at me worried  and then when i asked you when we got here that day if the house felt off when you checked you phone the person you where messaging was sunday then that night you two were both acting wired and talking weirdly in the kitchen yea i saw and heard her speaking to you then you both were acting weird when i got back from dinner you where asleep and she was looking scared what the fuck ruel how long has this been happening" i said balling my eyes out " sunday its not i mean oakley please bab-" .

" DONT CALL ME BABY YOU CANT EVENGET MY NAME RIGHT WOW RUEL I HOPE YOU AND YOUR NEW SLUT HAVE FUN LIVING IN OUR HOUSE" i said  running out the door and down the staair grabbing the car keys long the way out and getting in his car and lock the doors so he cant get in  he was bending over the hood of the car shaking his head " please don't leave i need you oakley please" he said and i just drove away i looked back in the rearview mirror and he stoped running after the car.

i had been driving for hours and the tank was nearly empty i had to stop or i couldt do anything so conveniently enough there was an apartment complex with a sign saying empty apartments in front so i pulled up and went into the apartments and rented an apartment seeing as i wastn going back to that house cause i sure as hell am notwellcome there .

i just laid on the bed crying and shaking my body being in pain from the crying ,after a couple hours i ended up crying myself to sleep.

i had been here for 2 weeks now well i mean i live here now so , i had bearly eaten in these two weeks and it was hurting me so much   when i realised i had forgotten i was pregtent i was so quick to grabbing my phone and turning it on after keeping it off so no one could contact me i was on the other side of this new city so there was no way that rule was going to find me plus i took his car so there was definitely no way he could get me , i ordered so much food some un healthy and some not but needed it i didn't want to kill the baby even tho it was ruels wait i didn't tell ruel shit well its not like he would want it anyway with the way he was going on .
I still cry myself to sleep I know it will get better but I don't want to move on from him I still love him I know stupid but I should've known especially from how he was when I even met him I should've just listened to Sunday when we met he is a jerk not only that a cheating jerk who pretends to live people so he can forget everything.