RUEL POV:
I woke up to Oakley still in my arms but this time she was cuddling me with her head in my chest and the sun just shining on her face I smiled at the sight of her elegant body and glowing face. (kinda like this)
I lifted her arm gently trying not to wake up, I get out of bed and get dressed.
I finish getting ready and stood at the end of the bed just admiring the golden flower in my bed she looked so at peace and so cozy being wrapped in my big blankets she was tangled in them looking adorable, I left her to sleep and went over to Corbyn and jextons dorm room not caring if they were in a slumber I need to talk to them and get my feelings off my chest.
I knock on their door and open it being a little polite, I knock on their bedroom doors and get them both up and crash on the couch with them on each side of me and just start rambling on talking bout the golden flower in my bed.
"shes just so i don't know ....( gets lost in thought of the glowing flower) "It just that she snot clinging to me or trying to makeout with me she just there always glowing with adventure, she stands out unlike the others, her outfits complement her skin and her smile and her hair that always smells amazing, she just so beautiful -(both corbyn and jexton look at each other in shock now knowing that he is getting serious about her, he never calls anyone beautiful)- and courageous and her smile is contagious yet so classy, shes so admirable she manages to put me in a sate that I could spend days in, lying by her, with her warm face close to mine and her gentle arms in mine, when shes in mine or when I'm in her arms i feel so safe,so safe that it feels like we are the only people in this floating ball in space that we call Earth, the second i saw her at the party that night time just stoped completely, theses feelinging are so powerful that i feel as if without her the world would have me conquered and by now id be heavily broken and overcome by daily tasks and problems royal or not big or small, i feel like she is the missing piece to this puzzle of mine called LIFE, she is the answer to everything and i need her but i cant have her i cant' let her in......." i pause and the boy look at me not knowing what to say or do " why cant you have why cant you let her in ruel you both love each other why not" corbyn says and I'm taken back for a second when he says "you both love each other " did she love me noooooo no I'm going to hurt her this is all my fault t fuckkkk , i was taken out of thought by jexton " hello earth to ruel why cant you?" i just stoped and looked at him not getting angry with myself for letting myself and oakley fall for each other.
"CAUSE IF I DO ILL BREAK HER AND MYSELF MORE SO ITS JUST BEST IF I DONT TALK TO HER OR EVEN SEE HER FACE ITS BET FOR US BOTH "I yell at them getting upset with the feelings she has made me feel " wow buddy I don't think that's smart if I'm being honest if you're with her at least as a friend it will be better for everyone, not just you and oakley but us and sunday we miss having you smile and laughing and when your with oakley you smiling and giggling under your breath so just figure it out ok don't over think it ruel I know you've been through a lot and still are going through it but maybe this is the best shot you've got at being happy, "jexton says camly to me as I start to tear up "k fine ill think about it today I'm not saying that ill talk to her I said ill think about it ok," I said slowly walking to that door and leaving going straight to the seat through the lavender isle and trees and sat and thought about it.
Oakley POV:
I woke up to an empty bed being covered in blankets, I roll out of ruels giant bed and look around for him, he was not there I didn't want to wait here for him thinking it would be weird if I do so, so I just got my stuff and left when I got out the door and start to open my door I heard yelling down the hall sounding like ruel, I wasn't sure if it was so I just go in and got ready for the day I was lazy today and just chucked on something.
Oakleys outfit:
I finished getting ready and left class starts soon and I don't wanna be late .....................................
3 days later
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secret BROKEN soul (R.V.V.D)
Fanficone girl, one boy, one with secrets and the other with many questions there love is strong and feels like it's unbreakable until one dies and the other Well thats what you'll find out if you read my story ❤️❤️