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YOUR POV:
I never felt so alive, I never felt so alive I never felt so alive (I never felt so alive) I never felt so alive (I never felt so alive)
I had been dating ashtray for 2 months now and I've never been happier. I truly love this man, I love every experience with him. I truly have never felt so alive, everything we do is like hearing that one song for the first time. Just being near him makes me happy.
Catch me, don't you Catch me, don't you catch me I've fallen in love for the first time I wanna cry and I ain't even tryna fight it
I've changed so much since I started even talking to ashtray, there's some risks to dating him but I don't even care. Maybe this is just teenage stupid love, but I enjoy every second with him. I still feel myself falling for him every second I'm alive, it's like I haven't reached heaven yet and I'm falling through clouds. I reach heaven for one second every time I feel his hands, his lips, his presence. I sometimes wanna even cry because of how happy he makes me, this is the only time I don't fight it. It's not weakness, it's love.
Don't wanna die (I don't wanna die no more) 'Cause now you're here And I just wanna be right by your side On any night that you be crying baby I'll dry your eyes, I'll dry your eyes
Ever since I met Ash, he has made me find new reasons to live. I cherish everything now, I have more patience and I love everything. Not just him. I hated eating cheese, lady bugs, my pimples, but I don't mind eating cheese anymore. I find ladybugs mesmerizing, and my pimples are only temporary. They're not that bad either. I just wanna be by his side, maybe it's weird to say it, but I love talking to him. It's like he's my best friend and boyfriend at the same time, I absolutely love it.
Every time you go to sleep you look like you in Heaven Plus the head game is stronger than a few Excedrin You shine just like the patent leather on my new 11's You read me like a book like I'm the Bible, you the Reverend
Ash always looks like he already reached the heaven I'm falling deeper into. He's an angel honestly. Me and him went shopping for some matching 11s, he shines just like they do. It's just shoes but idk when I put them on I think about him, and literally ashtray always notices everything. I don't even gotta tell him, he can read me like a book. As if I was the gospel, he loves to preach me too.
And, I wanna tell the truth to you I wanna talk about my days as a youth to you Exposing you to all my demons and the reasons I'm this way I would like to paint a picture, but it'll take more than a day It would take more than some years to get all over all my fears
I do want to tell him the truth about me, u have already told him some stuff but he doesn't know truly. My last, my flaws, my "demons". If I painted him the picture it'd take more of a day, and he'd spent every one of those days helping me get over every stroke, mistake, color, anything.
Preventing me from letting you see all of me perfectly clear The same wall that's stopping me From letting go and shedding tears From the lack of having father, and the passing of my peers While I'm too scared to expose myself It turns out, you know me better than I know myself Better than I know myself, well how about that?
The painting wouldn't be the best, and where would I hang it? The only wall I have is the one that's stopping me from finishing this painting. How will I decorate if I can't even create? While I'm too scared to finish outlining the sketch, he already knows how to draw every line. Better than I even can, it's funny.
She gets him, you get me She hugs him, you kiss me You tell me, you miss me And I believe you, I believe you She gets him, you get me She hugs him, you kiss me You tell me, you miss me And I believe you, I believe you Catch me, don't you Catch me, don't you catch me I've fallen in love for the first time
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*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'*ﾟ*'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ Ty for reading!! This fic was honestly so y'all would listen to this song lol It's so underrated it's insane omg.. I hope u enjoyed!! Love y'all 💋💕
