ashtray imagines 💗

16. 2nd option

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NO TWS
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YOUR POV;

I'm on a vacation in Florida, with my family. We are staying at a resort, and me and this guy named Ashtray have started talking. We are apart of the same friend group with the same friends and stuff, they all went outside today. I was watching snap stories and say that ashtray was having a lot of fun, I was happy for him. He's kind of shy when it comes to hanging out with new people and stuff, so I'm glad to see he's having fun. Either way right now we are texting.

ASHTRAY

How was today?

It was good

That's great

ok

Do you know what happened with Maria? She said she messed something up but isn't responding anymore.

Nah, I was with Andres and Eric.

Fuck. Andres and Eric are two people I don't like, Andres is bestfriends with my ex and Eric was a guy I've been rejecting for hella long. What if they're said anything? Fuck.

I then asked him if he heard wanted to call with some of our mutual friends and me, and he left menos read. It wasn't alright, we called yesterday. But he continued to do streaks on snap, is he mad?

I then asked him if he wanted to on Snapchat, he left me on read. For 20 minutes.

"Samuel do you think Ashtray is mad at me?" Maria had left the call and it was just us now.

"Maybe, what happened?"

"I asked him on WhatsApp if he wanted to call and it's been an hour, then I asked him on snap and it's been 20 minutes. He left me on read."

"Maybe, at the park he was talking about how he wanted to ask you to be his gf but didn't really know." Fuck. What if somebody said a lie about me?

I got more nervous. He then answered me a few minutes later and just said

"I didn't read it mb"

"it's ok it doesn't matter" it doesn't matter, we don't have to call. I think it'll be better if I just act like it doesn't matter.

I then deleted the message on WhatsApp, I'm overreacting probably.. right?

What if he saw a better prettier girl at the beach? Oh fuck me.

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A few hours later
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I ended up texting Maria, she is Ashtrays bestfriend. I asked her if she could ask him if he actually had feelings for me, I knew with my gut he didn't. I was always right when I overthink. Always, I never fail.

She then send me a screenshot...

ASHTRAY

Im just going to not talk to her anymore so she doesn't fall in love. I do want something with her but Im not confident in her yet, and this one girl broke up with her boyfriend and I actually like her. & I have confident in here.

Oh fuck me.

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The end!! Sorry if this chapter was shitty
My life has been shit for a while now,
Like I've relapsed and shit and I feel
Horrible. I hope y'all understand.