ashtray imagines 💗

Love me pt3

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NO TWS!!
you should know what it's abt by now
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YOUR POV;

"I'm not mad, just tell me" he says more calm now, but you still don't wanna tell him.

"No, i don't wanna tell you." You say, you hear Ash sigh at the other end of the call.

"Fine." He says, and you end the call shortly after.

You guys continue on life like normal you're still best friends and everyhting until one day he texts you asking you if you knew a girl named Lily. You say no, and move on. He keeps bringing her up, until you realize he likes Lily. Your heart breaks into a million pieces. One by one. You guys start getting distant, ashtray is ditching you for Lily. You understand, because they are pretty much boyfriend and girlfriend and you would want a guy to do the same for you, but you can't help but be jealous. We're you not enough? Why didn't he just give y'all time? All these questions in your head. One day, Ashtray posts something on Instagram. It's him and Lily, hanging out. This time your heart doesn't ache and you don't feel jealous, just disappointed. This was who he decided to leave you for? She was pretty asf don't get me wrong, but you look back at the way he talked about her and it shocked you. He would non stop complain about her. If he liked her and still talked bad about her, how did he think about you? You just decide to move on. He doesn't text you or call you. But he does send you TikTok's and spams your phone with snaps. So he still thinks about you, that counts for something. They won't last long either way. You think about all the stuff you wanna tell him and everything you wanna show him, but now you can't. You wish you could call him and tell him everything you're feeling, but you know you can't. But hey, it's for the best.. right?

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Sorry I hadn't updated life has been rocky
I got into a fight w this girl at school
So I've obv been grounded 😭
& I'm still dealing with the consequences.
I based this whole idea on my actual life
and sadly this is what actually happened.
I hope his heart aches when he thinks about
how close we were, but doesn't text me or call me.
I don't want to hear his voice.