In this together

missed calls

You groaned as you made your way across the hall into your bedroom for the third time of the night. Alec was a hard one to get to bed, and unlucky for you, you had drawn the short straw tonight, and ended up having to get him to bed instead of Lilly, breaking your three week streak of getting your daughter to bed while Harry would get your son.
You stepped into the bedroom yanking your pants down as you did so. You were so ready for a nice relaxing bubble bath, that's all you wanted. It had been a long three months adjusting to life with not one but two babies. Parenting seemed to be easy, but definitely not without its obstacles. Example, Harry's fear of poopy diapers, that was funny the first time lilly had had a blowout in public. The constant need to pump, that was annoying, you would try and breastfeed the babies when you could, but with two of them it was all the time so you had decided to just pump and occasionally breastfeed if it was more convenient, Harry appreciated that alot, seeing as with all the stored milk he was able to help out more than he would have been had you decided to exclusively breastfeed.
But all in all, the new normal your life had taken on was pure bliss, and you were unbelievably happy with your little slice of heaven.
Harry looked up from his laptop right as you were pulling your shirt over your head. "Did He go down this time?" He wondered.
You nodded, entirely too sleepy to even get words to form.
"Want me to run you a bubble bath m'love?" Harry asked, noticing the bags under your eyes. You nodded again but this time with a smile, he always seemed to know just what you wanted and needed.
He climbed out of bed wearing nothing but a pair of skin tight boxers  that made his bum look smackable, but you refrained. 
He walked over to the en suite bathroom starting the water in the jetted tub that you had been so exited about when Harry had first showed you the place, until it came time to clean it, that took like three weeks, but it was perfect now.
Harry added a cup of Epsom salts and then a splash of oil before dumping some of the restful moon bubble bath in and letting the tub fill till it was over the jets and then he pressed them on.
Imediantly,  the smell wafted into the air, and you felt your body beginning to relax. Harry stepped up behind you placing soft kisses to your shoulders before undoing your bra and sliding it down your arms, and then he hooked his fingers into the waistband of your panties and slid them down your legs, pressing another kiss against your hip bone as he did.
After the twin's were born, you were given six weeks of absolutely NO SEX, and then when the six weeks were up you had gotten an IUD and had to hold off another week. That was five weeks ago, and yet you and Harry hadn't done more than a few heated make out sessions that always seemed to be interrupted by the two crotch goblins across the hallway.
So to say, maybe, just maybe, you were feeling needy, and kind of insecure with the way your body still looked. Stretch marks covered your stomach that had not gone back to just being tight, and your boobs were lopsided half of the time and the other half you swore they were saggy, thought Harry was very adamant on the fact that they had never looked better, but then came your downstairs, and that scared you the most, you had pushed two six pound babies out of that thing, you had torn and had to get stitches and you weren't sure if it was still nice looking or if it looked like a butcher shop, or would it be too losses or to tight? You had no clue.
Harry went to help you into the tub and you glanced up locking eyes with him with a look that screamed need. He smiled at you before brushing a strand of hair from your face, "want me to join you baby?" He asked quietly.
"Please," you whispered as you toyed with your bottom lip.
Harry groaned before bending down to take off his briefs, and stepping in behind you. You both lowered into the tub and he pulled your back against his chest. "How could I ever tell you no?" He mumbled as he pressed kisses to your neck.
"Don't no," you giggled as his hands creeped around your front and dipped below the water.
"I've missed you," Harry mumbled into the crook of your neck. You chuckled knowing that you had been with him pretty much constantly for the past few weeks but you knew what he meant, having the twins took away a lot of your time and energy and by the end of the day all either of you had wanted to do was sleep.
"I missed you," you said back as you let your head fall back onto his shoulder just as his fingers connected with your clit drawing small circles.
You let out a small moan of relief as he began to build a long needed orgasm.
His other reached up grabbing your chin and turning your head so he could kiss you, and his kiss knocked the breath right out of you. You were so needy and horny you didn't hear your phone ringing at first. Harry removed his hand and helped you turn around so you were straddling him his thick cock teasing your enterence as your lips reconnected, and you began to sink down onto him.
It was tight, and a little painful at first, you hissed at the stretch he was previding.
"You ok m'love?" He whispered stroking your cheek.
You took a deep breath as you relaxed into him, knowing that he would never hurt you, and if you needed to stop he would in an instant. "I'm ok," you nodded leaning back into him and beginning to rock against him slowly.
The pain was slowly replaced with pleasure as Harry began to thrust up, the water sloshed around with your movements though not at all hurried. Harry leaned forward brushing his teeth along your color bone making you moan. God this mad did things to you. You felt your orgasm about to crash into you, and you probably should have felt embarrassed except you could tell by Harry's frantic thrusting that he was also on the brink of an explosion.
"I'm gonna-" you groaned as the orgasm hit you, not giving you much of a warning, your body tighten as you felt Harry still, his own release knocking into him at the same time. There was something so sensual about coming together, so intamate.
As you felt yourself come down, your breathing evened out and you smiled leaning to kiss Harry. You giggled against his lips, knowing this man was your forever, he had proven that much time and time again.
Harry's brows pinched together as he glanced towards the bathroom door, "what is that?" He asked and you looked over realizing that not just yours but both of your phones were ringing.
"I'm not sure," you mumbled as you pushed yourself up and climbed from the bath, wrapping yourself in an oversized towel and handing one over to Harry.
You padded your watly to the bedside table and grabbed your phone which was still lit up from the missed call to see you had nine consecutive missed calls. Four from Sam, two from Paddy, and three from Tom.
Harry came up besides you grabbing his own phone you looked at him and watched his face scrunch in confusion. He glanced to the time at the corner of his screen, shocked to see it was nearly midnight. "Why are they all calling in the middle of the night?" Harry wondered aloud as his phone started to ring again. This time he answered on the first ring.
"Tom?" Harry asked.
"Christ mate," Tom exclaimed through the phone, "the two of you are harder to reach then the dead," he complained.
"Sorry, it's late, we're getting the babies to bed," Harry lied quickly, making you giggle.
"Well, we need you to get to the hospital," Tom said solemnly, "it's dad,"
You watched Harry's face fall into pure panic. Things hadn't been great with his dad, but regardless of that you knew that Harry loved him.
"Were on our way," you told Tom before grabbing your own phone and calling a friend to come and stay with the babies, Harry stood frozen staring at his phone in only his towel.
"Baby," you whispered as you shook his shoulder, "com'on love, we have to go," you urged him, to which he just nodded, not really sure of anything at this point.
As soon as you were done getting dressed you heard a knock on the front door and ran down to open it, "thank you," you told Chelsea as you lead her to the spare bedroom and gave her the baby monitor then gave her the rundown of food and diaper changes.
By the time you were done with that Harry was standing in the hallway dressed in an oversized hoodie and some grey sweats staring at a framed picture of his brothers and his dad.
You felt your heart ache not knowing what had happened or how bad it was, all you knew was that if it was bad, and Harry was forced to leave things the way they were with him, it would kill him.
You walked up besides him grabbing his hand and leading him through the house to the garage and then pushing him towards the passenger side. "What are you doing?" He asked you.
"You're not driving, you are all in your head," you pointed out with a sad smile and nodded back towards the door.
He nodded, climbing in and getting situated as you started the car and headed for the hospital.
As soon as you parked the car you could see Harry's whole demeanor change from relaxed to panicked. He climbed from the car and you shut it off quickly joining him.
He threaded his fingers with yours and clutched your hand as though it was a lifeline as the two of you headed for the emergency entrance.
As soon as you walked through the door there was a wave of multiple sighs of relief.
Ruby was by your side within an instant leading you towards where the rest of the Holland's were gathered. Both Sam and Tom were sat on opposite sides of Niki holding her as her little body convulsed with tears.
Harry released your hand rushing towards his mother and kneeled in front of her grabbing her hands in his. "Mum," he whispered.
She looked up at him through tear swollen eyes as a sob escaped her chest and she flung her arms around his shoulders pulling him in for a hug.
"Oh Harry baby," she cried. "I'm so glad you're here,"
You stood next to Ruby as you watched the emotional scene play out in front of you. You turned to her to see unshed tears in her eyes. "What happened?" You whispered.
Just then Paddy appeared with a tray of steaming teas setting them on the little table in the middle of the chairs. He pulled you into an embrace. "They think it was a heart attack, they rushed him back for surgery," he told you quietly. He glanced over to where his brothers and mum were still hugging and leaned closer to you, "this might be really hard for baz, we need to keep our eye on him," he told you.
You gulped and nodded, glancing back at your boyfriend full of concern.
Ruby grabbed your hand squeezing gently and you glanced at her, "he'll be okay," she whispered her eyes focused on Sam, "he has to be alright," she added.