Last night virat slept after many days...when did he slept...even he couldn't figure out ...all he could remember was a pillow which was kept near sai for her comfortable position was wet with his tears.....He looked at the clock...it was going to be 7....without disturbing her he went to washroom got ready and ate breakfast half heartedly and went back to room and caressed her hair...he leaned to kiss her forehead but didn't want to disturb her sleep...so once again at door he turned back and glanced at her and went ....while she was in deep sleep
He went to temple and prayed for her and their child's well being...and then went to ps...but being unable to concentrate on his work he took half day leave afternoon....he went and sat near nag river remembering his memories with sai....
He just remembered his past life....from his childhood he never known what was love...what he witnessed was a broken marriage between his parents....most of his school and college life was spent on hostel....being academically brillant he was everyone's favourite in the house... but couldn't find a person who loved him unconditionally... what he saw was his parents putting blame on each other when he was wrong while taking decisions....
In his hurry to reach dream career he never enjoyed his life....he was living in a little shell...does he have any good memory in his life ...yes a friend...Sunny and days with him...bunking classes and celebrating festivals... rather that anything...samrat his jeeva but he too couldn't understand him at the time of life test...bond with mohit was never strong due to ego clash and insecurity ...
Tears formed in his eyes...later he began to talk to himself...fir woh aayi...meri sai meri zindagi meiim...meinae kabhi nahi pucha mujae pehali baar milkar usae kaisa laga...kyuki mujae patha hai kaise lal hogai uski muh jab mujha mila tha...jisa woh pyaar karthi thi woh usay apni jaan say jayada pyaar karthi thi....aaba ho ya pari... phir hamari shadi hogayi...yeh sach hai ki meinae aur sai nae shadi majboori meimm kiya tha lekin mujae uski parva thi....aur woh parva kab pyar meiim badal gaya mujae bhi nahi patha....
Uskae aana kae baadth meinea jeena sikaya... kaisae chotti chotti batho meimm kushiyam doodna...kaisay dil kholar masti karna...hasna ... shararath karna....sab kuch usnay sikaya...merae anthar ka bachae ko usnae jagaya...joo zindagi meinae bachpan meimm nahi jiya...uskae wajah say aaj jee rahi hum.....lekin bappa ab patha nahi mujae itna darr kyu legata hai...mera dil ki baath kaehanay ki halath meimm nahi hai sai....aur kisikey kho meiin ye bathae nahi batha sakta... kaiskey dabeake rakho yeh sab aur sai kae samnae jaoo
Jab bhi mujaae kushiyaam de rahi ho tab gham bhi kyu...jab meinne pehali bar aapna bachae ki aanae thiyari ki...tho usay mujsay cheen liya...ab aap sai kho bhi mujsay....kya soch rahi hoo mae..nahi dekh paa rahi hoo uski taakleef...aur meri halath batanae kiliyae aapkea alwa koi aur bhi nahi hai bappa...jab usko takleef hoti hai..mera dil tuth jaath hai...janthi hu naa aap..phir bhi kyu....meinae aur sai nae bohot mushkil saha hai...ab aur nahi...jeeva tu bappa kae pass haina...tumae apnae chotti bahan ki takleef nazar nahi aata...toh phir usay kahethay kyu nahi...agar aur pariksha deni hai tho virat bhi tutkaar bhigad jaayenga
Tears were flowing from virat's eyes...Sunny came across virat by chance....he asked virat about matter worrying him...but virat remained silent....sunny understood his silence ...sunny placed his hand on virat's shoulder and assured bappa will make everything fine and both returned home...
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Sairat - Symbol Of Love
FanfictionSairat journey as couple and parents... Sai and virat are two individuals...the story is how they overcome hurdles in their life and raise their children.... Virat with his love heals past trauma of sai and sai never let virat to stand alone in ever...
