weakness || suna rintarou

05

chapter 5!!

Problems.

First Person (YOU) Point Of View (POV)

"mothers number...?" Mr. Suna said, stuttered actually. He seemed to somewhat panic, he looked so, so scared.

"yeah I'd like to have it, if you don't mind of course". I made sure to make my tone a bit reassuring because he definitely didn't seem alright.

"im in a rush right now, later if you don't mind", and without even letting me respond he stormed out of the office.

'that was weird' I thought. I wouldn't actually force him to give it to me because it's genuinely stupid, and it isnt that important as long as I have at least 1 of the parents' number.

Suna Rintarou's POV.

I put my daughter in her own seat at the back then got in the drivers seat. I noticed that my leg was shaking uncontrollably and my breath was shaky.

There it is again, a trauma-panic attack.

"dad whats wrong?" I heard my daughter ask me in a worried tone from the backseat. She dosent know about her mother's situation and what actually happened.

She thinks that her mom is dead and that she's in 'a better place'. We made a promise between each other to not mention her mother so this dosent happen to me.

Panic attacks are shit. They're hard to deal with and they always come in the wrong time and places, like now. Its like you can't breath and you're going to die, but you're doing completely fine, its  what makes them even worse.

There's a lot of times where I had panic attacks, over a thousand probably. But when it comes to the mother situation they're really bad.

"nothing sweetheart dont worry". I really dont want to worry my daughter about me, mei means the absolute world to me. I'd kill and do anythingfor her, I'd destroy earth for her.

I've been her father for 8 years. I know what she likes and what she dosent, I know what she eats, her sleep time, her favorite games, her favorite shows and movies, her favorite colors... Everything. I just feel bad for her, I dont want to ruin her.

I heard her say a muffled 'okay'. I turned back to look at her to see her face stuffed with a chocolate bar.

I purposely gave her the'disappointed' because we both know that right now isn't her snack time and that she probably already ate her snacks in school.

"care to explain, Suna Mei?". My daughter knows the full name terms, and she definitely does not like them.

Looking at the chocolate she has in hand, then at me, then her feat, she started laughing.

"Miss Y/n said that if I promised I won't give you, mom and uncle tsumu hard time I can take this chocolate and I promised!", adding her signature smile at the end, of course.

there it is, mom.

This situation was getting out of hand and I needed to close it before it opens up more.

"Since you promised miss y/n, you'll make sure to keep your promises just how I taught you okay?". And with that said, she nodded excitedly. Mei loves promises and I teached her to keep them and do them, because my experience with promises was not the best.

I started thinking of mei's favorite activities so I can make her lose time for the rest of the day.

"Mei, wanna go watch a movie?". If mei ever wanted to waste time, she'd definitely watch a movie.

"yes!!!" There we go, just found a fun way to waste time.

"we'll choose what we want to watch when we reach the cinema" I told her as I drove off from the parking, seeing her nodding through the rear mirror.

Mei was such a bundle of joy to me. I'm really glad I didn't lose her forever 8 years ago.

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