Make me

Adrian

The sky grew dim as the sun began to set. It had been hours since school would have ended- Weirdly enough I excepted Bellamy back at my side or at least blowing my phone up- but he was silent. It's been a while since I've been apart from him, I didn't like it. Even though I'd tried many times before to shake him- where was he? What was taking him so long? Isn't he worried for my safety?

My mind was clouded with questions, so much I had forgotten where I was. "Adrian- hello? You still in there?" I was forced out of my head. "Hmm yes? Ah yes sorry" I released a guilty laugh.

I was seated on a couch between Matthew and Logan, the two guys I skipped school for. That's right- I'm at a college party that Lola and I were invited to by these guys. We were no longer in the house but in a shed in the backyard. The shed wasn't a normal looking shed on the inside, it had a couch and a few straggler beanbags and pillows to sit on, there was a rug in the middle with a small wooden table in the center- there were a few liquor bottle on top of it. Christmas lights were hung around the walls while the light hanging from the ceiling was dimmed by a lamp shade- I assumed they  installed.

Matthew was the one who had spoke to me, he had long wavy dirty blond hair, tan skin and blue eyes "thought I lost ya there, wanna smoke?" He leaned into me as he spoke. "I quit awhile back" I leaded away, refusing his offer.

There wasn't anyone else in the shed, just Logan, Matthew and me. Logan was distracted with the glass pipe, he inhaled the smoke only to release it a few second after. He seemed uninterested by me being there.

The noise from the party was faint, music was a muffled sound. "Ah okay then, anything to drink? I can get you anything you like" Matthew spoke quickly, he reminded me of a type of dog- a golden retriever. His personality was bubbly and he seemed like a yes-man, a president person. His vibe was bland and boring.

I shook my head gently "Not at the moment- well actually there is something else I would like" I placed my hand on his chest, he placed his on top of mind. "What is it?" He looked and sounded desperate to please me. 

Matthew was a a living turnoff, every word that escaped his lips gave my an ick. I wasn't going to let my night go to waste, I didn't have Bellamy over my shoulder nor Cain to worry about. I could finally have some fun.

I pushed Matthew back against the headrest of the couch as I moved slowly on top of him "We can just enjoy each other's company." I stared into his innocent eyes, it took him a minute to catch on. "Oh?" His expression changed, he still had a goofy smile but his eyes no longer showed innocence. He place his hands on my thighs, that were on each side of him.

"You won't be bothered will you, Logan?" He questioned Logan, not looking at the other male. I looked to Logan as he coughed a little for holding in the smoke too long. "Do whatever- don't go all the way" Logan waved his hand around trying to fan away the smoke.

"You could always join" I prompted him. Logan shook his head refusing "nah I wanna have fun with your little friend" He spoke about Lola. I wasn't very bothered, though I was wary, I didn't want him to just use her and break her heart.

"You do that" Matthew used his hand to make me face him. I liked that. I liked a man who could take control. I leaned into his touch, his hands were cold, it wasn't a pleasing feeling but I endured it.

I continue to move in, until our lips met. It wasn't bad at first, his lips were soft. Matthew forced his tongue into my mouth, it felt like a dog licking the inside of my mouth. He was moving fast, without hesitation Matthews hands began going underneath my shirt. His cold hands trailed up my body causing me to shiver.

I pulled back from him to gasp for air since his kiss was sloppy and out of control. Matthew followed my lean away and reunited our lips. This time I kept my eyes open, the way his face looked close to mine made him all the more unattractive.