Make me

Adrian (18+)

"Are you sure it's okay to be out here? This feels like we're in the middle of nowhere. Do you even know where your going?" Bellamy questioned. I lead the way through the woods, there was no trail to follow only marking on the trees that Cain and I had left.

The view of the sky was blocked off by large trees lingering over us, their branches stretched wide and far, the leaves were a beam of greenery.

Before we had left the house, I did grab a few things I thought we might need: snacks, a bag and a blanket, which I forced Bellamy to hold everything.

"Don't be a big baby. I've been here hundreds of times before" I glanced back at Bellamy, who nearly tripped over a tree stump, I withheld a laugh.

He didn't seem like a woodsy type of person. While he walked he cursed at tree stumps and low branches that he'd nearly walk into. It was cute.

"I feel like your leading me to my death" He laughed at his words. I playfully rolled my eyes "yeah and the murder weapon is the blanket"

"We're almost there" We came to an open clearing, there was a small lake with a waterfall, it was a fairly medium waterfall- if you were to climb the rocks you'd be able to jump- the water was clear enough to see the rocks and fish passing by. The sun hit the water making it look as there were crystal all around.

The crashing noise of the water fall and singing birds went together in perfect harmony.

I looked to see Bellamy's reaction, his face was in awe. "Woah how did you find this place?" He asked as he dropped the blanket and bag. "Someone and I found it when we were younger, I don't remember why we were in the woods but we happened to come across it" I wanted to avoid mentioning that the someone was Cain.

"Oh with Lola?" He began to lay out the blanket. "Yeah" I lied as I played with my fingers. I smirked a bit as I began taking off my shoes and socks. Luckily I already had shorts on. "What are you doing?" Bellamy finally looked at me after he finished with the blanket. I smirked "Going swimming" I took my shirt off and tossed it at him.

"You going to join me?" I walked towards the water looking back at him. He released a smile, following as he undressed.
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We laid on our backs, beside each other. I haven't had this much fun in a while, I felt free and safe to be me.

"Why'd you're sisters do that?" I laughed as he told a story about his sisters dressing him up when they were younger. "They wanted to see how I'd look if I was a girl" he looked at me. We were mostly dry.

"I bet you were a cute- What is your family like?" I asked. He seemed to have a good relationship with his sisters. "I have four older sisters, they're amazing and always full of energy. Astrid, the oldest. Marley, Diana and Fiona, the youngest. My father is as you might know Floyd Reaper, that's not his actual last name but he prefers it. He took me in when I was four"

"Took you in?". "Yeah. I'm an orphan. My father said he had found me in a back alley after a job." Bellamy shrugged. Did he wonder about his real parents, who they were or why they left him?

"What was your relationship like with Cain?" His question was random. It took me back for a seconds, why was he curious? "Er you don't gotta tell me if you don't feel comfortable" he assured me.

It wouldn't hurt to tell someone, plus I was over the trauma- at least that's what I convinced myself. "It started off sweet, he made me feel wanted and loved. He made me feel like I was all he ever needed" I smiled as I began reminiscing the special moments Cain and I shared. I had missed it, what did I do wrong to mess it all up. "After we began dating I hung out more with him and his friends, drinking and smoking.. barely returning home- I'd be gone for weeks with him. One day he just changed.. he wanted me to sleep with his friends because they were feeling lonely- of course I refused but that only made him mad.." I stared at the sky as scenes replayed in my mind.