patient or past?

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the doorbell rang pulling you two apart from your hug

you-i'll get it could you close my laptop down

rowan-sure hunny
he smiled taking a seat in your chair as you went over to the door pulling it open to ashton

you-for god sake
you whispered as he took your hand

ashton-please, your cutting me off and i can't deal with life on my own y/n

you-but what about me! what about me ashton?
you asked tearing up again leaving silence between you two

you-you can book your sessions with somebody else
you whispered closing the door and immediately falling into rowan's arms

rowan-what did i say about him, no tears over him im right here sweetheart

you-his face makes me crumble into little peices rowan. i gave my life away to him for a week and im already falling apart

rowan-no ur not because im here to take care of you

you sniffled into his chest holding him tightly

you-i can't stand up anymore my legs hurt so much, ive mainly had physio sessions today
you explained changing the subject

he scooped you up into his arms taking you to your bedroom and letting you lie against him

his hands massaged into your hair making you calmer by the second and slowly melt away into his skin

you-thank you, um. do you want to talk about anything?

rowan-you.

you-what about me, how im falling apart
you chuckled

rowan-how strong you are
you corrected you making you smile

rowan-and how beautiful you are
he added with a smile

you-nothing about tali or work?

rowan-no nothing. im not ur patient sweetheart let me help you

you smiled rolling over and hugging him tightly.

your hands slid under his shirt and ran up and down his back making him hum in pleasure

rowan-that feels nice

you-yeah?

rowan-fuck yeah
he whispered into your neck laying gentle kisses in one repetitive spot causing you to moan out lightly down his ear

you-rowan
you moaned kissing his cheek gently moving down to his neck

rowan-ive missed us
he whispered inbetween kisses

rowan rolled over ontop of you sucking your neck repetitively

you-uh
you moaned out gripping his shoulders in your hands with his shirt now dangling around his neck

he pulled back tugging his shirt off and you did the same to yours.

he quickly returned to your skin with the kissing and sucking moving down your body

you panted glancing down to him now at your shorts

you-go, keep going
you begged as he glanced up

rowan-you tell me if you want me to stop y/n

you nodded
you-i will

he smiled sliding your shorts down and pressing his lips against your thighs...

his hands pushed your legs open before his head fell down to your warm clit gently sucking you dry

you whimpered lightly taking his hair in your hands

you felt his sucks get a little slower as he pulled back looking up to you lining himself up with you

rowan-do you have-

you-no just go

he sighed bouncing back onto the bed as you pulled his hands into yours

you-rowan i trust you, i trust you completely and i know you wouldn't hurt me or do anything i wouldn't want you to do.

he went back into his same position and you soon adjusted to his length

you-wow this feels way better than the last time
you panted as he chuckled pressing his hands against your waist

rowan-we haven't done it without protection before thats why

you-i know i know
you repeated grabbing ahold of his shoulders in shock from how good it felt.

ashton was big and obviously good at it yes but rowan, he just felt diferent. there was more there.

more.. chemistry, more care. it felt real.

rowan's head dangled down his dick moving quickly inside or you

you-it's too much
you whispered pushing against his chest

rowan immediately stopped moving giving you a minute to breathe

rowan-you tell me to stop and i will. do you hear me? do you want to stop y/n?

you-i just need a minute
you took a deep breathe as he pulled out you gasped dipping your head into his chest as he lay beside you

you-no i didn't say stop i just-
you stopped your words with a sigh covering yourself with the bedsheets

rowan-look at me and tell me what's wrong
he whispered turning your head to his

you-i dont know i just cant do that.

you sighed facing him as his hand fell to your face
you-i don't know what's wrong with me it felt so good

rowan-dont stress it, im not mad
he smiled gently kissing your lips with just a peck

you-im sorry i just dont want to rush back into us it's really early and i cant repeat my ashton history
you whispered turning over and pulling your shorts back over your body

rowan-hey don't turn away from me, i understand y/n

you-i know
you whispered against the pillow feeling rowan's body push up against yours

rowan-dont rush into it, i'll waiting however long it takes. we don't need to do that yet

you smiled turning around and gently snuggling against him

you-goodnight baby

he smiled against your forehead at the nickname

rowan-goodnight beautiful

his the sweetest ive ever met.

sorry if there are any spelling mistakes