patient or past?

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tw warning !!

flynn-okay which one are you?
he asked driving down the road slowly before you stopped him

you-here
you said pointing to your house and he smiled

flynn-its beautiful like you
you blushed at his compliment grabbing your bag from the back seat

you-thank you for today, i'll text you soon i think i just need some time to myself?

flynn-i get that just dont ghost me
he joked making you smile

you waved goodbye and climbed out his car going back to your house unlocking the door not ready for what you would possibly see from ashton's house.

you glanced over seeing him a girl asleep in his bed and the TV lights alluminating the room

as guessed
you sighed tearing up again quickly running to the bathroom sobbing all over again

you finally composed yourself and had a hot shower now sat at your desk braiding your hair for tonight

you glanced up to the mirror noticing ashton sat up awake staring right at you

i can't even look at him, that's a different girl i know it is. the other one from thr couch had blonde hair, she has brown

his hand ran through the girls hair but his puffy eyes lay on you.

you dialed gail's number hoping to get ur mind off the issue and he picked up quickly

gail-hi y/n how are you?
he asked happily and you sighed

you-feeling pretty sad and single

gail-omg what? what's he done now?

you-sex is one of his coping mechanisms for his trauma and i just couldn't take it anymore were gonna try work it out in the office but-

gail-huh what!? im so sorry

you shook your head taking a deep breathe
you-its okay im not here to try about my issues im checking in on you, have you got an cigarettes left?

gail-i have 5 left
he said happy with himself and you gave him a small round of applause

you-woo that's good
you smiled walking over to your closet grabbing some pajamas

gail-the trip is really distracting me, how's ur sickness?

you-im perfect now but considering-

he was quick to cut you off
gail-i know you don't have to say it again you need time

you-thank you for understanding
you thanked him sliding your shirts and baggy shirt on

gail-well if you need to talk to keep ur mind off things im just a call away

you-thanks, im heading to bed have fun over there

you ended the call sliding your phone onto your bedside table placing it on charge deciding to change your bedsheets.

i can't sleep here knowing he was on them, i really can't..
you threw the dirty sheets onto the floor replacing them with clean one now carrying the dirty ones to the laundry basket.

you poured yourself a glass of wine sitting at the kitchen table drinking it slowly

of all the things im glad his decided to just fuck somebody else. it's not harm, i love and care for him so much

you placed your wine glass down letting the tears pour again.

you slid your hands onto your face wiping the tears away now taking your glass and bottle back to your bed.