patient or past?

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you-do you see what ur doing to her? not only her there's 2 others ash

ashton-now i see yeah but i can't do anything about it so stop making me feel like shit!
he argued

you-anymore poetry?
you changed the subject

ashton-no and you know why

you-no i don't actually, tell me why

ashton-flynn? does that ring a bell?
he got up out his seat and you were quick to grab his hand

you-ash-

ashton-i love you more than anything in this world it tears me apart seeing you with him and shes right im using her as some sex toy and rebound to feel something, anything
he grabbed ahold of both your hands

ashton-you look so good today that doesn't help
he stepped closer making you clear your throat

you-i want you to get rid of all the girls numbers and try these alternatives
you attempted to slide back but he just slid closer wrapping his arms around your waist

ashton-please dont let go
he begged and you turned your head away taking a deep breathe

i can't do this with him, the sessions. they break my heart even more and helping him is hurting me this isn't right. i should of never got involved with him

the door knocked and you quickly slid away so did he taking his seat again

you opened the door to lynn who had a smile on her face

lynn-sorry about that

you-no its okay it's a heavy subject but you've helped in unimagable ways for ashton
you nodded as she sat back down you offered ashton a peice of paper that had some alterative on it

you-the alternatives i want you to try
you cleared your throat and he took the paper glancing down the page

ashton-ur joking right?

you-no im not joking you need to find something else to help you through your trauma instead of clinging onto women ashton

lynn-i like swimming and dancing i can help ash

ashton-can she leave yet?
he asked irritated as you watched her become upset

you-ur an asshole
you blurted out watching both of their faces become shocked

you-ur using her like a toy and you don't even care? you just argued with me about-
you quickly stopped yourself turning away from them both taking a deep breathe holding onto the desk

ashton-i know im an asshole and im trying, i dropped 2 girls already poetry helped y/n
he admitted and you turned around confused

he sighed rolling his head back knowing you wanted more answers

ashton-im clinging onto her because shes the last one
he practically whispered it

ashton-lynn enjoys it. it's not toxic with her it's going other places
he admitted watching lynn become happy

you-i cant do this
you whispered to yourself grabbing your phone going to the door

you-i'll only be a minute
you pretended to lift your phone to your ear on a call, closing the door behind you taking a couple deep breathes as your employee walked over quickly nothing your face

??-maybe i shouldn't tell you that ur 8'o'clock is here you dont look too good, do you need me to take them?

you-oh no i can take them i just need to get my current client out it ran over
you smiled going back into the room

you-its been nice meeting you lynn i'll call you mr bello
you smiled opening the door for them and he frowned

ashton-thats it?

you-i have other clients this wasn't a booked session.
lynn stood up with a smile thanking you now walking out the room

ashton-i didn't mean what i said but she's sat right beside me y/n what do you expect me to say?

you-poetry's doing good for you or maybe so is the relationship with her you don't need me anymore

ashton-i do, i really do i want you more than anything don't shut me out

you-i'll call you. if you truly want me get rid of her and try thise alternatives
you argued leaving him stood in the room now getting your next client

you-hi sorry my last session ran over, you can come through
you smiled leading the way as your next client followed you towards your room where lynn and ashton stood

you-its your physio session today right rem?
you asked and he nodded

??-its been a while but yeah physio today
he agreed as you closed your office door on ashton's face..

i need to get on a more professional stand with him or else this won't work for him or me.
i need to move on.