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Imagine: Writing in your Diary about Eddie
Dear Diary,
At this point I don't even know where my feelings stand for Eddie I don't even think my feelings for him were even real I would like to believe I created them so I could attached them to someone that I know I will never have a chance with yet here I stand hoping that for 1% to come true and that he will confess to me saying that he feels that same but let's be honest that will probably never happen but who knows anything can happen in today's society. Is Eddie ever going to take my feelings into consideration like has he like be honest he probably even didn't just a simple head nod and then we don't ever discuss it again I mean I would like for him to try to talk to me and try to get to know me but hey I can't blame him I myself have to try to talking to him and get to him funny enough I actually had this beautiful disaster idea where like I ask Eddie if he would like to go on a movie date with me but I already know that the answer is going to be no but I wouldn't know cause I'm over here overthinking it. Now for the next big topic that needs to be talked about ASAP hint EYE CONTACT we've been doing a lot of that like a whole ass of that in the morning during recess whenever we pass each other and during lunchtime and even when school is over we tend to make eye contact but I feel like the eye contact we make is out of comfortableness I can 100% confirm it's out of comfortableness I would like to apologize for that I know that it's me that's making Eddie uncomfortable after the whole telling you how him how I feel and shit I've feel like I've become a little obsessive which is really bad for me cause I shouldn't be acting like that especially towards someone who've I decided to attached myself too for no reason which is another bad thing but make to the main point well really you can't make a whole explanation with the eye contact situation it's either one of the two ever since I've told you how Eddie how I feel for him , he's considered to take my existence into consideration or I've been making Eddie uncomfortable but I'm too stupid to notice but I'm going to go with the second one and like I said before I truly apologize for making Eddie uncomfortable and I promise to not do it again I also promise to not make eye contact again as well. I'm convinced that his boy Dustin is a double agent working for him and is secretly working for me without me knowing I don't know it's just a weird feeling that I have that I have it just pop out of nowhere. Anyways it's getting late and tomorrow it's the last campaign for Eddie's D&D and I want to make sure that I have all the energy I need for the game I pinky promise to give you any updates on him thanks for being a listener and a friend
Your girl,
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