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| 1 week later - 4:25 am|

𝗸𝗮𝗰𝗲𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱𝘀

i was walking around the house trying to get this baby to calm down she'd been crying like nonstop every night for hours since i'd bought her home

i figure that it's just she wants her mommy which i do too and somedays i just needed a break bc all the crying and my girl missing i knew i was bound to crash the old me would've been went out killing anybody just to get to my girl

yes it's been a week and still no luck with my baby ..

i'd never have time though i was so afraid to let mira out of my eye sight plenty had asked to watch her for me but i just insisted that i had it when i honest to god don't but i'll lose it if my baby got token from me and ik nobody gone watch my baby like i watch my baby

"finally" i whispered to myself after finally getting mira to hush

instead of putting her back in her crib id laid her on my chest and hopped on the couch dozing off after hours of her crying

i was woken up by sb twiddling with my door i quickly jumped up reaching under the sofa for my glock before noticing that it was just jakia and diyah coming in

"ugh" i ran my hand over my face before checking the time seeing it was 7 sum

"what are y'all doing here , it's soo early" i said closing my eyes and laying back down

"we're coming to clean up and help you out around here some" you literally haven't showered or cleaned up in a week

"yes i have" i said

"you had that same stuff on since you got mira from the doctor" kia said

"it's just 3 days not a week" i said rolling my eyes getting up to shower now that i thought about it

i went and laid mira down in her room and went into my room getting me some clothes heading to the bathroom

"yeah thought u needed a shower" diyah said i flicked them off

i really was tweaking out my house was dirty i was dirty i hadn't been getting no sleep nothing hadn't even left the house i had to find janae as soon as possible

while washing up it was like i heard everybody in the house screaming and i visioned everybody had been shot and they'd took my baby

i quickly hopped out the shower grabbing a towel running to see if my baby was still there and she wasn't i rushed to the living room seeing nobody then i looked to the balcony and seen kia holding mira and im guessing it was diyah who was in the kitchen

i sighed in relief heading to the bathroom getting my clothes and going to my room slipping them on after using all my hygiene products

i got up and decided even though i didn't wanna leave mira i knew i had to just let diyah nem watch her bc i gotta go clear my mind i need my baby man

"imma head out please watch her closely" i said to kia

"i got u bro" she said as i walked outside to my car