Can we ? | JJP ✔

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Jaebeom drove while looking outside the window of his car, enjoying the familiar scenery of tall buildings he grew up around. He missed his home, his house, everything. Being away for a long time made him missed home too much that the first thing he did was to drive around the city. 

As he passed through a familiar neighborhood, he slowed down the car and took his time to look at the building he used to live in with Jinyoung. He parked his car near it and memories greeted him as he saw a young couple walking together out of the building holding hands and giggling happily.

Jaebeom couldn't help but to smile imagining that the couple could be him and Jinyoung if he hadn't fuck things up back then. Emotion hit him like a truck when he recalled all the things- stupid childish things- he had done to Jinyoung during their marriage life. Well, it was an arranged marriage. Jaebeom loved Youngjae so much that he couldn't even set eyes on Jinyoung and that made him annoyed as hell while all Jinyoung did was just breathing.

Now that he felt like dying cause he missed Jinyoung so much, he got people telling him that his feelings, his love was probably all because of the guilt he had. They told him that this kind of love won't last long. But Jaebeom felt something else, it's more than just that. He was indeed felt guilty but the loss he felt after literally losing Jinyoung was bigger. Didn't he suppose to feel relieved and happy that he was finally divorced? No, he felt horrible. It was not the guilt, it was his true heart giving signals that his feelings was not temporary. 

Enough reminiscing, Jaebeom took his car back on the road and started driving away from the building. He lowered his window and let the wind caressed his hair as he tried to shake the sadness off his mind. 

"Someday, Jaebeom-ah.."

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"It's Mr.Jung" Jinyoung's dad told his mom as he put down his phone one the table in front of him.

"Mr. Jung? What is it?" his mom asked.

"He will throw a congratulatory party for himself as the new CEO of Haelim Group" he explained. "We're invited"

"Oh!" she put her cup down and continued, "That's good. Wow finally, he got that position. He's a good man"

"Yeah he's been eying for the position for how many years? Fifteen? hahaha" 

"I think around fifteen or sixteen years- wow that long?? What took him so long?"

"What's with the giggles you guys?" Jinyoung jokingly greeted his parents as he walk downstairs to have his morning coffee.

"Ah, Jinyoung. We're invited to Mr.Jung's party next week on Saturday. Are you available?" his dad asked.

"I don't remember who this Mr.Jung is, but alright I'll go with you guys I'm bored anyway" Jinyoung answered. He put two slices of bread into the toaster and waited for it to be ready. Another party huh? Last time he was at a party Jackson was messing with him. If he was there alone, he'd probably be dead. Thanks to Jaebeom-

ah.. Jaebeom.

I wonder how he's doing...

It's been forever since he heard Jaebeom's voice. In his lonely times, Jinyoung often doubted himself for his feelings since they started this series of complicated love story as enemies. Jinyoung tried to be nice to Jaebeom but he was so mean and evil. Jinyoung always wonder if he's actually stupid for loving Jaebeom. Why's he so whipped for this man after all of those things? Does his mom's words really has the meaning as they are? Pure love?

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Jinyoung sat down on a sofa at his room's balcony after getting ready for the party. His thoughts were always away when he sat there. That's his spot for getting emotional. It was not the right time for him to be emotional before going to a party looking gorgeous. Hair parted with his all black attire, Jinyoung looked absolutely stunning.