in love with a psycho

peaceful life

I woke up alone on the sofa, my blanket on the floor and 3 pillows under my head. Last night was rough.

J was already screaming at some of his henchmen. what's new? i was so out of it today though, my morning sickness was through the roof. i wondered what J was angry at now, probably just work.

But then a thought crossed my mind... did i throw the pregnancy test away?! i immediately sprinted up to my room to find it still where i had left it. i immediately threw it in the toilet and flushed it away, i know save the turtles and everything but if J found out there would be a petition to 'save Isabelle'

I took a moment of silence praying to god that J didn't see me scuttle down the hall. Still feeling really sick i put my head over the toilet ready to throw up, but nothing came out. strange..

I slowly opened the bathroom door hearing each and every creak, immediately i am confronted with a large figure towering above me. "what was so urgent that when i turned my head all i saw was your little body running to our bedroom like you had something to hide?" J whispered with a smirk. I didn't say anything. I had no excuse. "Tell me" his forceful voice sounded impatient now and his face look irritated.

Feeling a sudden urge to be sick i ran back into the bathroom, i heard J shout but i couldn't quite understand what he tried to say as my head was spinning. My head was over the toilet that a few minutes ago had my pregnancy test in it, I started to throw up. Once J had noticed that i was throwing up he rushed to hold my hair back, i was surprised that he didn't just walk away and forget about me. maybe he did care..

After around 5 minutes i guessed i was done. I lifted my hair up but J didn't let go of my hair, he guided me next to the bath and stripped me of my smelly clothes. Next he turned on the shower and waited for it to warm up, J handed me a bobble for me to tie my hair up. I stepped into the shower and he started to wash me with his large veiny hands. He lightly washed my face with soapy water and he glided his fingers across my stomach. I watched as his pasty white arm turned off the water.

I felt a warm purple towel wrap around me like a burrito as J sat down onto the closed toilet lid. He put me on his lap and pulled me close to his chest, i snuggled up to him and i could smell really expensive Dior cologne. I felt safe.

J traced circles on my back with his fingers and we sat there in silence. It was peaceful. "It's okay" He whispered comforting me, I would kiss him but i didn't want him to smell my breath as i guessed it would be bad after that event. His cheeks turned a rosy pink colour. Was the nice Mr J coming out now?

J's POV:

I carried her light sleeping body onto the bed and i lay her down gently not trying to wake her up. Belle looked so cute when she slept.

I tucked her in and then looked at the time 12pm. Today was supposed to be my ultimate mission to take down Batman. A part of me still wanted to do it as i have been planning this for months, but the pussy part of me wanted to stay with Isabelle. As much as i hated to admit it.. maybe i had some sort of feeling toward her. I'm not sure what it is yet but it needs to fuck off before it becomes too strong to handle.

One of my stupid goons knocked on my door "BOSS. THE VAN IS READY." I didn't reply for a minute as i was deciding whether i went or not, did Isabelle really need me? i mean she probably wouldn't even know i was gone like she's in a deep sleep right now. I decided to go as it was my one and only chance to kill the Bat. Then i could live a more peaceful life because it's not like the police even compare to me, the clown prince of crime.

"Hold on!" I shout back at the dumb goon. I walk over to Isabelle whilst putting on my snake skin purple coat. I fight with myself about what i'm about to say, i can't let my guard down by any means. But i can't help it. i whisper at Isabelle's peaceful sleeping body "i love you".