in love with a psycho

plonker

We are both inside the car, i stared forward not daring to look at the piercing green eyes beside me. "why THE FUCK would you do that isabelle!? 1. go out and not fucking tell me 2. miss my calls after i've told u your in a dangerous area 3. and refuse to come home when you have MY baby in that little belly of yours" i finally looked over and i'd never thought i would say this but the joker looked genuinely worried. immediately his expression changed to blank/angry and that's when i finally realised. what the hell am i doing?

He was right, shit i felt terrible. i am carrying a literal baby and i almost got raped. I put myself and his child in danger. I am lost in my thoughts and a single tear rolls down my left cheek. "oh isabelle, your such a plonker"J said as he rubbed my thigh. I just fee- HUH what did he just say. i looked at J with pure confusion in my eyes "plonker" i burst in to a teary laughter at the thought that 'plonker' was even in his vocabulary. it's just such an odd thing to say🤣🤣.

J laughed along confused as he started speeding towards the house again. We were there within 7 minutes. It's midnight by the time we get back and as we open the door my feet really hurt and J offers to give me a piggy back. I hop on his back and he started sprinting towards our bedroom, hanging on for dear life, our laughs were echoing throughout the halls and there was not a single guard in sight. at this moment in time i am genuinely happy.

We get to the bedroom and J playfully throws me on the bed. I lay back and J rips off his jacket throwing it on the floor, then he climbs on top of me and kisses my neck. I massage his head stroking my fingers through his green hair. Before i knew it J was pulling down my leggings revealing my lacy red thong. he growls at the sight and rips them off.

tossing me further up the bed my head rested comfortably between the pillows and J spread my legs. locking them into place with his large veiny hands. He placed his head between my thighs and starts sucking my clit softly continuously getting faster. a strong wave of pleasure erupts inside of me and i already know i won't last long. his tongue glides across my entrance making its presence. then J slides it inside of me, tasting all of my juices.

I cum within 5 minutes and J purrs as my shaking legs vibrated the bed. He climbs ontop of me and cuddles my half naked body giving me warmth. We stay like that for a few minutes not saying anything. i break the silence. "J.." he makes a sound indicating that he is listening. " I love you" J lifts his head up from my chest and stares at me his expression kind of confused. He kisses me softly and when we break apart he whispered "i love you too Belle"

Belle.. the name that everyone calls me, who knew hearing it from J would make me feel this way. I love it. I got up leaving J on the bed and took off my shirt, i didn't even care that i was completely naked in front of this man. he's seen it all anyway. I put on some of Js boxers that were a little to big for me and i slid one of his green nike hoodies on.

once i had covered up Js sight of me he got up and walked past me slapping my ass in the process. He walked into his closet and walked out in only his black 'north face' fleece shorts. i had put on my white fluffy socks in the meantime aswell.

"want anything to eat i'm grabbing snacks?" My brain was telling me to say no but i thought of the baby and i had barely anything to eat all day. "can u get my grapes from the fridge please" J nodded and then slid out of the door.

I grabbed the TV remote and put on a movie i know J will love, yet i will hate. oh well. I put on SAW 2 and i paused it waiting for J to come back, he took about 5 minutes and when he came back his hands were full of my grapes, chocolate, strawberries and he had two cups. one filled with whatever smoothie he had and an iced coffee for me because he knows there my fave.

He places my iced coffee on my side table and then slouches down into the pillows. "what's that?" i asked pointing at his purple drink. "it's a strawberry and banana smoothie. wanna try some?" i take a sip from his straw and then realise "why is it purple though?" he glances at me "i put purple food die into it?" J acts as if that was normal. I start laughing and rest my body between his legs, It was a decent smoothie too.

About 20 minutes into the movie i start to get scared so i try to distract myself i threw a grape behind me aiming at Js head. it hit him right between the eyes and he flinches, puts his drink down and tackles me so my back is on the bed with grapes EVERYWHERE. J laughed softly and then gets off me, goes to sit back down then BAM throws a grape right at my forehead. I jump then grab another to throw at him.

At this point we were literally having a grape fight it our bed. J grabs me and turns the TV off noticing that i keep looking back at it scared, what did i say, horror is not my thing.

He gathers all of the grapes and puts them back in the plastic tub then grabs my iced coffee and hands it to me adjusting himself next to me with my head of his mid chest boob area. I take sips of my coffee and J finally says "i must be crazy but i think i might love you love you Isabelle " He rests his chin on my head comfortably and i blush. "i think i might love you love you too J" He squeezes his arms around me tightly almost spilling my coffee but i put it down just in time and turn round so my head is resting on his bare tattoo covered chest.

I fall asleep in his arms listening to his heavy breathing pattern that night. I fall asleep on the man i love.