in love with a psycho

call me jack

8 months later..

I was having contractions, J was on a mission. what the fuck.

I am a month early to my due date this isn't possible, i went to tell Edmund, trying to be as fast i could with my big ass bump. "Oh my goodness, Isabelle. we must bring to doctor here immediately" he snatched the phone and foaled the private doctor.

I went over to the kitchen and slouched down on the massive beanbag i forced J to get, i refuse to admit that it is too big. Edmund came in shortly after bright red. "he is on his way. would you like me to call sir. J?" i nodded as a sharp pain exploded inside of me again, they are getting longer each time.

around 20 minutes later the contractions got really bad and the doctor was finally here. my water broke literally as he opened the door and a puddle of liquid was on the kitchen floor. Edmund ran off in a hurry to get a mop as the doctor sat down next to me.

He asked me how long has it been in between each contraction and i replied 2 every 5minutes. he nodded and asked me to lay down on his portable table bed thing. He gently rubbed his hands across my belly as he checked for the position of the baby. It was in the delivery position and i was 3 cm dilated.

J burst through the door screaming "WHERES ISABELLE?!" then he clocked me and ran over in a rush. Reaching for my hand he frantically says "what did i miss doc??" the doctor replied calmly "nothing much sir we are going to start pushing soon so you came at the right time. J sighs out of relief and i sat up, the doctor left the room with Edmund to give us some privacy.

J hugged me as i sat on the edge of the bed. "i can't believe I'm gonna be a dad doll" he whispered kissing my cheek multiple times. "your gonna be the best my love" i said. i came out as a whisper as i was on the verge of crying, i'm that nervous, what if something happens to me or the baby?

I had another contraction and J looked mortified as my helpless body waddled over to my bouncy ball in pain. I started bouncy and J chuckled, "what the fuck is that love?" he laughed harder as he watched me. i started to laugh too but then another contraction came and we both stopped.

J called the doctor into the room again and the doctor announced that i was 7 cm dilated and that within the next hour i will deliver.

The doctor set up my epidural, i wouldn't be able to do this without drugs oh my god. I lay on a more comfortable bed which Edmund set up and i got into my hospital gown. even though i'm not in the hospital i need a full experience.

My contractions were were worse than ever and it was only me, J and the doctor in the room. "it's time to start pushing now miss" he said and i gulped squeezing Js hand. I basically screamed during the first push as i had a baby's head hanging out of my vagina. Js hand was about to break, it had gone from a pale white colour to pink in a second.

A few pushes later my beautiful baby girl was on my chest. J cut the chord and our little family was the happiest it had ever been. we wanted to keep the gender a surprise but we both secretly wanted a girl.

I let out tears of happiness and J cried a little too as he stared in awe of our new baby girl. The doctor left the room giving us more privacy and J stroked our daughters head softly. He genuinely loved her.

"I want to name her lily-rose, after my mother" J said looking deep into my eyes. I fell in love with the name and i'm even more flattered that he finally talked about his mother. "i love that name J" i kissed him.

few hours later

I couldn't walk properly so J stayed with me on our bed. the doctor left a few hours ago and Edmund went to his quarters. Lily-rose was in her cot next to our bed, sleeping peacefully.

J sat next to me with his arm around my shoulder, "I'm proud of you doll. she is beautiful just like her mother" I felt my eyes tear up as i say my head in his chest. "Thank you J she really is"

"call me jack" He whispered kissing my forehead.