Everything I wanted//Cate Blanchett

the wait

"just leave it"
is she serious? Just leave it? Someone punches practically my other half in the face and she wants me to leave it?
I didn't have to reply, the ugly expression on my face said enough.
"i know, i know"
she put flung arms around my shoulders, god it's so hard to stay focussed when she's looking down at me like that,
"he was like this even during our marriage, one thing would upset him and it's like a cloud blocked his mind, all he sees is read, now trust me, i'm not saying that he deserves some serious, serious, karma, but in my past experiences, which may i add is a lot, it always worked if i left it. So, y/n i'm telling you, for me, to leave it. Don't stoop to his level, don't even give him the satisfaction of one thought in that cute little head."
She really does have a way with words. With what just happened being so fresh in my head maybe the anger did get the best of me,
"fine." i said almost like an annoyed toddler, ew.
"there you go, now don't you feel like a weights been lifted?"
i think she expected me to agree but to be honest,
"umm no?"
she furrowed her eye brows and let a smile creep on her face,
"oh, well i know what will make you feel better"
"really? and what's that?"
she didn't answer and simply gave me a gentle kiss, a calming kiss, she always knows just what i need.
Her arms now moved down to my hips where she tightened her grip and pulled in my waist, i flung my arms to the back of her head, letting my fingers get lost in her hair.
"god you taste so good"
"oh cate this is just the starter"
she bit on my lip making me let out a grunt, she smiled in amusement as she lifted my legs to be around her waist, her head making its way to the crook of my neck, the breath of her humming tickled, my mouth flew open and she began to suck on the soft skin, biting and swirling her tongue around the swollen spot, doing something different each time i let out a moan.
without me even realising i was on the bed, without hesitation she ripped off my buttoned shirt effortlessly and quickly moved to my breast, squeezing the one while sucking on the other,
"oh my god"
"mhm i'm not your god baby, although you do seem to be in heaven"
"please"
"please what baby? what do you want?"
"more i need more"
she shut me up by putting her tongue in my mouth, she didn't need to fight for dominance, she already had it.
"i want to make you feel good"
she covered me in love bites as she made her way lower.
"let's get these off"
she took of my pants and saw what she had done
"all this for me baby? you're so kind"
she reached her hand up until she got to my neck and let it sit there, the occasional tighten making me grunt.
she started to lick my clit and my moans began to grow louder as the knot in my stomach began to tighten,
"cate!"
"cum for me when i say baby"
i couldnt muster a reply and simply hummed in reply.
she picked up the pace and i could feel her eyes on me, the grip tightening again, my moans began to turn to a growl,
"i know you're close baby, hold it for me"
i could feel her two fingers go into me, fast and hard, the knot getting tighter,
"please"
"when i say"
i couldnt, my legs began to shake as my head went further back,
"when i get to one ok baby?"
"mhmm"
"10"
"9"
"8"
"7"
"6"
"5"
tears began to stream down my face and she shoved her finger in my mouth,
"4, almost there baby"
my grip on the sheets increasing, i could feel nails through it,
"3, you can do it"
"2"
the moans became screams, i began to see stars, the knot so tight, my legs so weak, i could feel the warmth of her in between my legs, she was looking up at me, i knew she was smiling,
"1, cum for me baby, let it go"
everything in me began to shake, i was forced to sit up, my legs tightened around her back as i bit on her finger, i felt everything, i let go of everything, all i had was her, all i wanted was her.
this was it.
my everything.

okay guys so i actually wrote for the first time in idk how long and i thought you deserved something amazing 😏 i hope you liked it , don't expect regular updates but i will try,

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