Mr. CEO // c.h //

I really need you.

I don't even have the words to explain me to you. I've been turning and tossing around, always trying to give a shot at words that are necessary to talk to you in just a chapter.

I'm really sorry, guys. I just feel like Hazel: I'm a grenade. I'm... Just really am. I feel so disappointed, so blue.

I love writing, but I just lost the strenght to continue it.

It's like I'm writing for ghosts. Nearly 3k of you just read this, and I don't even know what you really think about the story. You just sit at the front of your computer or use your phone to enter wattpad and check if I updated.

Well, last update was a month ago and I said if I got the computer it would be so much nicer. But guess what? It isn't. I didn't get it and all of my strenght to write this is gone, like inspiration.

I wish I was someone else, you know? Getting succed after what I did, support or just happiness.

But I don't really feel happy.

I try so hard, but so, so hard to get some ideas from anywhere, but I just don't find it.

So as for now, this story will be in pause (as if you could say it) until I got my inspiration back.

It doesn't mean that I'm gonna stop writing, because I'm not. I'm really starting a new story which I would love if you read it, but I haven't posted it yet. I'll do that as soon as I can.

I'm so sorry I let you down, but should admit that I had a lot of fun writing this back in the past.

And as always, thank you for keeping by my side. I truly love you, guys. Xx