My boyfriend is a mafia king

Forbidden Feelings

I woke up in the morning, I went upstairs to find Luca was already here,
Eric wasn't there, I said good morning then I whispered to luca:
"-I thought you will be waiting outside
- I told your mom about the news
- I am sure she said no
- no, she said yes
- whattt!!!"

I was surprised, I never thought that my mother will let me go, how can she do such a thing to me?
I narrowed my eyes and said as I looked at her full of anger:
" - how could you do this??
- Ires, it's for your own sake
- we can find another way
- it's the best way, I am not repeating the same mistakes I did years ago
- whatever
- it's really hard letting you go but I have too, but I believe that they are the only ones who can protect you"

I took my things and get out and Luca followed me, he opened the car door for me and I got in

On the road, Luca said:
"- why don't you want to come and stay with me??
- I am going to
- I know but I asked why don't you want to
- I..... Am sure that I will feel uncomfortable that's all
- I am sorry, Angel
- can I ask you a question?
- anything
- why are you doing this, really this time
- I already told you
- no, that's what you told Adrien, but is that really the truth?
-......... I don't know
- are you going to see Adrien??
- I have college, you know
- yeh, right I sometimes forget about that
- me neither "

I laughed to his answer, I can't believe that this guy make it to the last year of college

I lied to him about the reason of my refusal to stay at his house
The truth is, I am scared, I am scared of to hang on to him
I already feel guilty to think of him, because sometimes, I even overthink about him, and this will just make things worse for me
What makes me better than Noah or any other cheater
I like Adrien more than anyone I've ever liked before

He dropped at school, Emma was waiting for me, she stood open-mouthed in surprise when she saw Luca, she came to us, and Luca said:
"- you didn't tell me you have a beautiful friend
Ites: stop flirting with my friend you idiot
Emma: no, I don't mind at all
Luca: it's OK, she's just jealous
Ires: excuse you?
Emma: I don't see Adrien, where is he?
Ires: he's not coming for a while
Emma: why, is he OK??
Ires: he's ill
Luca: he got shot"

Emma loughed and I stared at Luca
So he said staring back:
"- I am kidding <of course>
Ires: yeh, Luca is so funny
Emma: I can see, hot and funny, you're lucky my friend
Ires: alright, That's enough for a first meeting, bye Luca
Emma: bye hot boy
Luca: see you later baby girls"

We went to class, I had to study harder, because since all this drama started thinking about studying was impossible, I was focused until Emma whispered:
"- I coming to your house Sunday morning
- yeh, sure....... Oh wait, no, I can't
- why?? Is everything OK?
- yeh, but....don't freak out
- girl just tell me
- I am leaving home
- what??
- yes, I am going to stay with Luca for a while
- I think I am not getting right
- yes Em, it is what it is
- is that because of your mum??
- no, I just wanted to try something new
- I do understand that, but living with you boyfriend's hot, sexy, flirty brother??
- what!! Adrien is OK with it, even my mom is
- are you pregnant??
- no, of course not, eww
- then is some one making you do that??
- no, Emma, I wanted to
- fine, fine, i don't believe you, but it's fine if you don't wanna talk
- you can come and see my new place
- what do you think of going out on Sunday, Luca's club??
- can't say no"

The days flew by, I visited Adrien many times, I moved my stuff to Luca's apartment, he had a room prepared for me,
And I went with Emma and James to the club, all the night she was planning how to take avenge from Lisa and yes, she did not forget about it as I thought

Most of the time, I was watching Luca from a distance and counting the girls he make out with that night
And every time I release that I have been staring for too long, I reminded myself that he's my boyfriend's brother, also, he's older than me, he's a playboy and I can't think of him more than a friend.

I am really a bad person, how can I think of Luca when the boy who like took a bullet for me,
I am selfish, a cheater, I am really a very bad person, I hate myself for it
For a moment, guilt has taken control over me all because of him

should I break up with Adrien to end this shit??
But what will I tell him? That I like his brother?

No never, I will do it the easiest way
I have to forget about Luca and and put a distance between me and him to avoid The growth of these dirty feelings and so hurting everyone else's feelings

I was drinking over and over, and that's my friends was one of my many problems, when I think of something, I don't control myself and every time I do that on a bar or a club, I end up drunk, and tonight is not different

I went to the dance floor after a few drinks, where James and Emma were dancing

I catched Luca staring at me multiple times
I was beating my lips when a guy came a'd danced with me, I didn't know what happened with Luca, he went out full of rage and anger

As I went out, I found him Leaning on his car, smoking, he smiled as he saw, I leaned as well next to him and we sat there is silence,

Everything was quiet until the guy that I was dancing with came and asked
"are you done dancing pretty thing"

I was going to reject him when Luca answered him "yes, you may go home now before I make you leave"

The guy got mad and said "I wasn't talking to you you MF"

As he said so, Luca pushed him in the face, he beat him up, I tried to stop him but he never listen

I called for the guard and finally he let go of him
The was really injured, but Luca did not give a damn, He took out one of his cigarettes and smoked again

I said as he was still in rage.........

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Love u ❤️
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